Animals -- Fiction; Idaho -- Fiction; Shepherds -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Yet that hard-eyed old woodsman looked at him straight and knew the
truth. Hugh would not be able at once to enter into the spirit of the
land where the Colonel was about to advise him to go. The lean
foresters, natives of the land, would not accept him either; nor would
they stay to eat at his camp. They wouldn’t linger to tell him secrets
of the wild. If they talked to him at all, it would be to narrate long
and impossible adventures that are usually, on the frontier, the “feed”
for tenderfeet. He could not enter into the communion of the camp fire;
and yet no one—except possibly the Colonel himself—could tell him why.
Perhaps he lacked the basic stuff. The Old Colonel was a little
despairing: he had begun to fear that in this lay the true explanation.
But perhaps—and this was the old man’s hope—the matter got down to a
simple phrase of ancient usage: that Hugh had merely not yet learned to
be a “man of his hands.” The meaning goes deeper than mere manual toil.
It implies achievement, discipline, self-reliance. It is not a thing to
mistake. It promotes the kind of equality that the Old Colonel himself
knew,—that which abides at a Western cow ranch or in the battle trench.
Hugh’s face was not unlined; but dissipation rather than stress had made
the furrows. The lips did not set quite firm, the young eyes were
slightly dimmed and bloodshot. There was, however, the Colonel saw with
relief, no trace of viciousness in his youthful face. He was an
Anglo-Saxon: after the manner of most Northern men he was an honest
young debaucher, taking his orgies rather seriously and overdoing them
in a way that would be shocking in a Latin. Possibly the same Northern
blood gave him a background of strength: this was the old man’s hope.
“You’re looking a bit seedy, Hugh,” the Old Colonel began in his usual
straightforward way. “I’m afraid you’re getting to be sort of a poor
stick.”
His tone was that with which he was wont to begin an interesting story:
perfectly matter-of-fact, just as if he were pronouncing a judgment on
the weather. Hugh flushed to the roots of his hair but he didn’t take
offense. No one ever could take offense when the Colonel told them
truths.
“Complimentary mood to-day, eh, Colonel,” Hugh commented lightly. In
reality he didn’t feel in a festive mood at all. But he sat still,
dreading what might come next.
“No, not particularly,” the Colonel answered soberly. “You know, Hugh,
the interest I’ve always taken in you. And you know why.”
Yes, Hugh knew why. It went back to one of his own mother’s girlhood
romances,—a rather beautiful story such as men tell their wives and
sweethearts but from masculine reserve do not talk over among
themselves.
“I know,” Hugh agreed.
“I can’t see,” the old man went on thoughtfully, “that in spite of
the—er—damnable joy of having you around, you’re any good to yourself
or any one else. Why don’t you lay off of it a while?”
“You mean—this?” Hugh tilted his glass up on one edge.
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