German fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, German -- Translations into English
Prince Louis glanced at his watch--it was half-past six in the evening.
As he rode along at the head of the first squadron, a short distance
from the Colonel and adjutants, he felt himself seized by a sensation
he had never in his life experienced. The madness, the feverish
impatience of a moment before had melted away with the consciousness
of acting for a given purpose. The knowledge of activity, of seeking
a definite end, brought him rest. He stopped looking for reasons; he
thought no more of criticizing. The spirit of doubt was driven out of
him. He obeyed with the ardor, the belief, the simple obedience of
a child, the irresistible command that was pushing his entire being
forward. This man, so proud of his _ego_, he, who had always sought
happiness by the unlimited activity of his personal will, now found
that will so crushed and bound that it was scarcely perceptible. A
Power, call it Natural Law, call it the Divine Will, that is ever
manifesting itself by the course of history, had entered into him and
taken possession of him. He was no longer master of his destiny, he
was taken out of himself by a stranger--was it a supernatural vision,
a great genius, a Delivering Christ?--Louis felt himself only a screw,
a rivet in the machinery of the world’s history, and strange to say
this dissolving of his individuality in a great whole, as complete as
the melting of a piece of sugar in a glass of water, caused him neither
sorrow nor regret. On the contrary, a strange pleasure penetrated his
entire being and made him tremble with joy. He felt himself very small,
yet at the same time he saw in himself something great that transcended
the limit of his own personality. In a word, he had found at last that
sensation he had always desired. He was delivered from his prison of
egotism and at large among great generalities.
The regiment was now descending the slope, avoiding the heaps of dead
and wounded. The horses quickly ascended the opposite side and, the
trumpets sounding, the regiment separated into two lines and advanced.
What followed might have been taken for a representation of the
conflict of the gods in Valhalla. The French cuirassiers, riding toward
the sun, were illumined with an unearthly light, their shining sabres
seemed like tongues of flame, their cuirasses and helmets shone like
white-hot steel. The German dragoons had their backs to the sun, and
the long black shadows of horses and horsemen galloping ahead along
the ground made it look as if sombre ghosts were leading the living
to the attack. The two troops met with a terrible shock. The sublime
vision of the moment before was gone, and in its stead was a horrible,
confused mêlée. Men fought hand to hand, plunging their sabres into the
bodies of their enemies, without knowing exactly what they did. The
French were forced to retreat, still fighting. The Germans pursued,
hurrahing with joy, their horses dripping with blood.
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