German fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, German -- Translations into English
“Already?” she thought, listening in terror. The voices came from the
bridge. It could not be the men the driver was bringing with him. But
whoever it was would see the light--and they must not see it, for then
she would be discovered. She overturned the lantern with her foot,
and the light went out. She stood in utter darkness. She could see
nothing--not even him. The pile of stones shone dimly. The voices came
nearer. She trembled from head to foot; they must not find her here.
That was the only thing of real importance in all the wide world--that
no one should find her here. She would be lost if they knew that
this--this corpse--was her lover. She clasps her hands convulsively,
praying that the people, whoever they were, might pass by on the
farther side of the road, and not see her. She listens breathless.
Yes, they are there, on the other side--women, two women, or perhaps
three. What are they talking about? They have seen the carriage, they
speak of it--she can distinguish words. “A carriage upset--” What else
do they say? She can not understand--they walk on--they have passed
her--Ah--thanks--thanks to Heaven!--And now? What now? Oh, why isn’t
she dead, as he is? He is to be envied; there is no more danger, no
more fear for him. But so much--so much for her to tremble for. She
shivers at the thought of being found here, of being asked, “Who are
you?” She will have to go to the police station, and all the world will
know about it--her husband--her child. She can not understand why she
has stood there motionless so long. She need not stay here--she can do
no good here--and she is only courting disaster for herself. She makes
a step forward--Careful! the ditch is here--she crosses it--how wet it
is--two paces more and she is in the middle of the street. She halts
a moment, looks straight ahead, and can finally distinguish the gray
line of the road leading onward into darkness. There--over there--lies
the city. She can not see it, but she knows the way. She turns once
more. It does not seem so dark now. She can see the carriage and the
horses quite distinctly--and, looking hard, she seems to see the
outline of a human body on the ground. Her eyes open wide. Something
seems to clutch at her and hold her here--it is he--she feels his
power to keep her with him. With an effort she frees herself. Then she
perceives that it was the soft mud of the road that held her. And she
walks onward--faster--faster--her pace quickens to a run. Only to be
away from here, to be back in the light--in the noise--among men. She
runs along the street, raising her skirt high, that her steps may not
be hindered. The wind is behind her, and seems to push her along. She
does not know what it is she flees from. Is it the pale man back there
by the ditch? No, now she knows, she flees the living, not the dead,
the living who will soon be there, and who will look for her. What
will they think? Will they follow her? But they can not catch up with
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