German fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, German -- Translations into English
“He was like a mad dog that night, and justly,” said Filippo. “A
wonderful night! But you had seriously bewitched me, Fenice. I know
that I had no rest when you were unwilling to return to the house
again, that I started up and went out to look for you. I caught one
glimpse of the little white kerchief you wore on your head, and then no
more of you, for you sprang into the room next to the stable.”
“That was my bedroom, Filippo. You did not dare to go in there.”
“But I was going to. I still remember how long I stood and knocked and
begged, bad fellow that I was, and thought that I should lose my head
if I could not see you once more.”
“Your head? No, your heart, you said. I remember all the circumstances,
the words, everything!”
“Yet you wished to know nothing of them then.”
“I was in a mood to die. I stood in the farthest corner and thought
that if only I could still the beating of my heart, creep to the door,
put my mouth to the crack through which you were speaking, I could feel
your breath.”
“Foolish, doting time of youth! If your mother had not come I might
have been standing there still; for in the mean time you might have
opened the door. I am almost ashamed, even now, to think how I went
away in vexation and fury, and had a long dream about you all that
night.”
“I sat up in the dark and watched,” said she. “Toward morning I fell
asleep, and when I awoke and saw the sun--where were you? No one spoke
of it to me, and I dared not ask. To see a human face was hateful to
me, just as if they had killed you so that I should not see you any
more. Out I rushed, running and then stopping still, up and down the
mountain, all the time calling for you, cursing you, for because of you
I could now love no more. At last I came down into the valley; then I
got frightened and turned back again. I had been away two days when
I got home. My father beat me and my mother would not speak to me.
They knew very well why I had run away. And the dog went with me, good
Fuoco; but when I shouted your name out into the stillness, he growled.”
There followed a pause, while the eyes of the two rested on each other.
Then Filippo spoke: “How long have your parents been dead?”
“Three years. They died that same week--may their souls rest in
Paradise! Then I went to Florence.”
“To Florence?”
“Yes, you said you were going to Florence. The wife of the café-keeper
outside the walls over there by the side of San Miniato, to her some of
the smugglers directed me. For one month I lived there, and every day
they sent into the city to make inquiries about you. In the evenings I
went down there myself and looked for you. At last we heard that you
had gone long since--no one quite knew whither.”
Filippo stood up and restlessly paced the room. Fenice turned toward
him, her eyes followed him, yet she showed no sign of agitation, such
as now moved him. Finally he came up to her, looked at her a moment,
and then said:
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