German fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, German -- Translations into English
ghosts will lie behind you forever!”
And yet he could not cool the fever in his blood. Every stone, every
slippery place, every pine-bough hanging heavily before him was a
reminder which he had to conquer by force, with an exertion of will out
of all proportion. When at last he arrived at the height, holding on by
the last bushes and with a swing gained the top, the blood was dripping
from his eyes so, and the sudden glare of the sun so dazed him, that he
could not look about. Angrily he chafed his forehead, and lifting his
hat brushed his hand through the tangled hair. Then again he heard his
name called, this time in very truth, and started terrified toward the
spot from which they were calling him. And opposite, a few steps from
the rock, as he had left her, sat Fenice, looking at him with calm,
happy eyes.
“Have you come at last, Filippo!” she said heartily. “I expected you
sooner.”
“Phantom of Hell!” he cried, beside himself with fear, as all the
passion of longing struggled within him, “do you still mock me because
I am led astray by pain and the sun is melting everything in my brain?
Do you triumph because I am forced to see you once more, in order that
I may amuse you once more? If I have found you again, by God Almighty,
it is not because I have looked for you, and you shall lose me in spite
of it!”
She shook her head, laughing strangely. “It draws you without your
knowing it,” she said. “You would find me if all the mountains in the
world were between us, for in your wine I mixed seven drops of the
dog’s heart’s blood. Poor Fuoco! He loved me and he hated you. So the
Filippo that you once were you shall hate as you hated me and shall
have no peace again until you love me. Filippo, do you not see now that
I have conquered you? Come now, I will show you the way again to Genoa,
my beloved, my husband, my hero!”
With that she stood up, and was about to encircle him with her two
arms, when suddenly she shrank back from his face. He had become
deathly pale, except for the red in the whites of his eyes, his lips
moved without giving a sound, his hat had fallen from his head, with
his hands he hastily waved off every approach.
“A dog! a dog!” were his first painfully spoken words. “No! no! no! You
shall not conquer, demon! Better a dead man than a living dog!” At that
rang out a frightful laugh from his lips, and heavily, as if he were
struggling by force for every step, his eyes fixed staringly at the
girl, he turned, staggering, and fell headlong backward down into the
ravine which he had just left.
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