French fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
Squatting, tailor-fashion, on our bed, we listen to him recount the
battle in which he was picked up. Cast out near Froeschwiller, on a
plain surrounded with woods, he had seen the red flashes shoot by in
bouquets of white smoke, and he had ducked, trembling, bewildered by
the cannonading, wild with the whistling of the balls. He had marched,
mixed in with the regiments, through the thick mud, not seeing a single
Prussian, not knowing in what direction they were, hearing on all sides
groans, cut by sharp cries, then the ranks of the soldiers placed in
front of him, all at once turned, and in the confusion of flight he
had been, without knowing how, thrown to the ground. He had picked
himself up and had fled, abandoning his gun and knapsack, and at last,
worn out by the forced marches endured for eight days, undermined by
fear, weakened by hunger, he had rested himself in a trench. He had
remained there dazed, inert, stunned by the roar of the bombs, resolved
no longer to defend himself, to move no more; then he thought of his
wife, and, weeping, demanded what he had done that they should make him
suffer so; he picked up, without knowing why, the leaf of a tree, which
he kept, and which he had about him now, for he showed it to us often,
dried and shriveled at the bottom of his pockets.
An officer had passed meanwhile, revolver in hand, had called him
"coward," and threatened to break his head if he did not march. He had
replied: "That would please me above all things. Oh, that this would
end!" But the officer at the very moment he was shaking him on to his
feet was stretched out, the blood bursting, spurting from his neck.
Then fear took possession of him; he fled and succeeded in reaching a
road far off, overrun with the flying, black with troops, furrowed by
gun-carriages whose dying horses broke and crushed the ranks.
They succeeded at last in putting themselves under shelter. The cry of
treason arose from the groups. Old soldiers seemed once more resolved,
but the recruits refused to go on. "Let them go and be killed," they
said, indicating the officers; "that's their profession. As for me I
have children; it's not the State that will take care of them if I
die!" And they envied the fate of those who were slightly wounded and
the sick who were allowed to take refuge in the ambulances.
"Ah, how afraid one gets, and, then, how one holds in the ear the
voices of men calling for their mothers and begging for something to
drink," he added, shivering all over. He paused, and, looking about
the corridor with an air of content, he continued: "It's all the same,
I am very happy to be here; and then, as it is, my wife can write to
me," and he drew from his trousers pocket some letters, saying with
satisfaction: "The little one has written, look!" and he points out
at the foot of the paper under his wife's labored handwriting, some
up-and-down strokes forming a dictated sentence, where there were some
"I kiss papas" in blots of ink.
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