French fiction -- Translations into English; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
Oh! to see him as he was at this very moment--him, or even what
remained of him! If only the Virgin, prayed to so often, or some other
such power, would grant her the blessing of showing him to her, by
some sort of second-sight--her Yann--him--living, struggling to return
to her--or else his body surrendered by the sea, so that she might at
least be sure, that she might know.
Sometimes she would suddenly have the feeling that a sail was appearing
on the rim of the horizon: the _Léopoldine_ approaching,
hastening home! Then she would make the first involuntary movement to
rise, and rush to look out at the ocean, to see whether it were true.
She would fall back. Alas! where was the _Léopoldine_ now? Where
could it be? Out afar, doubtless, at that awful distance of Iceland,
abandoned, crushed, lost!
And this ended in that never-fading vision, always the same: a wreck,
gaping and empty, rocked upon the silent sea of gray and rose--rocked
slowly, slowly, without sound--with an extreme of gentleness quite
ironical--in the midst of the vast calm of the dead waters.
* * * * *
Two o’clock in the morning.
It was at night especially that she held herself attentive to all the
steps that approached; at the least stir, at the slightest unaccustomed
sound, her temples vibrated; from being overstrained that they might
sense things from without, they had become terribly sensitive.
Two o’clock in the morning. This night as on others, hands clasped and
eyes open in the dark, she listened to the wind making its well-nigh
eternal moan over the earth.
Suddenly the steps of a man--rapid steps on the path! At such an hour,
who could be passing? She drew herself up, stirred to the deeps of her
soul, her heart ceasing to beat.
Some one stopped before the door; some one mounted the small stone
steps.
He! Oh! joy of heaven, he! Some one had knocked, could it be any other!
She was up, barefooted; she, so feeble for so many days, had sprung up
nimbly as a cat, her arms outstretched to wind round her well-beloved.
Without doubt the _Léopoldine_ had come in at night, and anchored
opposite Pors-Even Bay; and he--he had rushed home; she arranged all
this in her mind with the swiftness of lightning. And now she tore her
fingers upon the spikes of the door--in her fury to draw the bolt it
had stuck.
Ah!... And now she slowly moved back, crushed, her head fallen upon
her breast. Her sweet mad dream was over. It was no one but Fantec,
their neighbor. She could just comprehend that it was not he, her Yann,
that no part of his being had passed through the air; she felt herself
plunged again into her old abyss, to the uttermost depths of her same
awful despair.
He apologized, poor Fantec: his wife, as Gaud knew, was very ill, and
now their baby was suffocating in its cradle, seized with a malignant
sore throat; so he had come to beg for help, while he ran to hunt up
the doctor at Paimpol.
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