New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Spy stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- United States -- Fiction
Alfred Carstairs was a tall, well-built young fellow of twenty. He
bore a most remarkable, though perhaps not singular, resemblance to his
mother. His eyes were dark, his thick hair a dead black, growing low on
his forehead. The lips were full and red, with a whimsical curve at
the corners denoting not merely good humour but a certain contempt for
seriousness in others. He was handsome in a strong, hold way despite a
strangely colourless complexion,--a complexion that may be described as
pasty, for want of a nobler word. His voice was deep, with the guttural
harshness of youth; loud, unmusical, not yet fixed by the processes
of maturity. A big, dominant, vital boy making the last turn before
stepping into full manhood. He was his mother's son,--his mother's boy.
His father, a Harvard man, had been thwarted in his desire to have
his son follow him through the historic halls at Cambridge,--as he had
followed his own father and his grandfather.
Sentiment was not a part of Alfred's makeup. He supported his mother
when it came to the college selection. Together they agreed upon
Columbia. She frankly admitted her selfishness in wanting to keep
her boy at home, but found other and less sincere arguments in the
protracted discussions that took place with her husband. She fought
Harvard because it was not democratic, because it bred snobbishness and
contempt, because it deprived the youth of this practical age of the
breadth of vision necessary to success among men who put ability before
sentiment and a superficial distinction. She urged Columbia because it
was democratic, pulsating, practical.
In the end, Carstairs gave in. He wanted to be fair to both of them. But
he was not deceived. He knew that her chief reason, though spoken softly
and with almost pathetic simpleness, was that she could not bear the
separation from the boy she loved so fiercely, so devotedly. He was
not so sure that filial love entered into Alfred's calculations. If the
situation had been reversed, he was confident,--or reasonably so,--that
Alfred would have chosen Harvard.
He had the strange, unhappy conviction that his son opposed him in this,
as in countless other instances, through sheer perversity. His mother's
authority always had been supreme. She had exercised it with an
iron-handed firmness that not only surprised but gratified the father,
who knew so well the tender affection she had for her child. Her word
was law. Alfred seldom if ever questioned it, even as a small and
decidedly self-willed lad. Paradoxically, she both indulged and
disciplined him by means of the same consuming force: her mother-love.
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