Shoulder-Straps: A Novel of New York and the Army, 1862Morford, Henry
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Shoulder-Straps: A Novel of New York and the Army, 1862
Morford, Henry
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"Indeed!--I thought otherwise!" said Crawford, with something of
disappointment in his tone. "And yet it moves your light heart very
strangely."
"It does," said Josephine Harris. "I never sing it or hear it sung
without the tears gathering in my eyes, even if they do not fall."
"And you can give no reason for this peculiar feeling?"
"Oh yes," answered the young girl, "though no doubt you will laugh at my
reason when you hear it."
"I think not," said Crawford. "Tell me."
"You think me very gay and merry," said Josephine. "So I am, but I
suppose that I have something deeper in my nature, that 'crops out'
occasionally, as the geologists say. I suppose that I am a visionary in
some respects and among my visions is a love worthily fixed and fully
returned. So few seem to find this, that I fear I shall miss it--either
miss it altogether or find it too late. The thought is a sad one, and
that song seems insensibly to blend with it. When I am singing 'Ever of
Thee,' I am singing to my ideal love that may be escaping beyond the
reach of my fingers forever."
True woman of the golden heart!--God in heaven grant that to you and
such as you this vision may be no dim unreality! God grant you true
hearts against which your own may beat, and faithful arms upon which you
may lean when the day of your probation is accomplished I And failing
this fruition, the same God of love and peace grant you a truer and more
enduring union with hearts that pulsate truly to your own, in that land
where the sad wail of "Too Late!" is never heard and where no binding
link fetters the limbs or galls the spirit!
"I understand you now," said Richard Crawford. "And yet yours is a
strange fancy and would be a dangerous one in many minds. But you are a
brave girl, I believe, and that makes all the difference. Besides, you
have health and strength, and most of the time high spirits. An
invalid--a miserable cripple like myself, housed and shut away, can
scarcely hope to understand or appreciate anything that comes freshly in
out of God's sunshine!" The old sad and repining spirit had once more
come over Richard Crawford, perhaps invoked by something in the young
girl's words; and she saw the shadow almost as soon as he felt it. From
that moment she was the rattle-pate again, and he caught no more
glimpses into the sanctuary of her inner heart. He was to catch no more,
forever; for the next time they spoke together in private was after
certain events already related had occurred--after her hand had lain in
another, in so significant a pressure that no time or change could ever
take away the tingle of the blood which it communicated--after her eyes
began to open on a new phase of destiny--and after "Ever of Thee" ceased
to be a sad abstraction.
Just now she rattled on, as she assisted the invalid back to his room,
endeavoring to rouse his once-more sinking spirits, with all her old
gayety and abandon.
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