Christian fiction; Church history -- Primitive and early church, ca. 30-600 -- Fiction
Before long, unconsciously seeking familiar solitudes, I found myself on
the way to the little coppice where some days ago I had seen Hesperus
above the departed sun, and Isaiah had shed on me the influence of his
promise of peace. “Now,” said I sadly to myself, “I have with me a book
that calls itself the fulfilment of that promise. But it fulfils nothing
for me.” As I spoke, and drew the book from the folds of my garment,
several pieces of paper fell on the ground. When I picked them up, I
found—what I had completely forgotten—Glaucus’s “scrawls.” I thought they
would contain some requests to perform commissions for him in Nicopolis,
or to convey messages to friends, and that he might have written these
in the lecture-room when he expected to hear news that might call him
suddenly away. But they were something quite different. The first that I
opened was entitled “A Postscript,” written in verse, rallying me upon my
advice about “waiting.” It shewed me how Glaucus, too, had been affected,
not only by the lecture that drove him from the room, but also by that
saying of Epictetus concerning Zeus (“He would have if he could have”)
which had disturbed me so much. It was wildly written as Glaucus himself
confessed: but I will give it here, because—besides being a rebuke to me,
and to all teachers that preach a gospel they do not feel—it shews how
Epictetus himself, the perfection of honesty, stirred up in an honest
and truthful pupil questionings and doubts that he could not satisfy or
silence:
_POSTSCRIPT._
_If you, my Silanus_
_(Who think hopelessness heinous,_
_And lectured me lately_
_So sweetly, sedately._
_Discussing, dilating,_
_I will not say “prating,”_
_On the great use of waiting,_
_You, whom I respected_
_But never suspected,_
_Never, no never,_
_Of being so clever)_
_Would but do your endeavour_
_To find more rhymes for “ever,”_
_Then cease would I never_
_But rhyme on for ever,_
_Like that horrible lecture,_
_Our Master’s conjecture,_
_About Zeus, a kind creature,_
_Whose principal feature_
_Was his frankly regretting_
_That the Fates keep upsetting,_
_By their cruel preventions,_
_His noble intentions;_
_“’Tis not that I would not,_
_But I could not, I could not,”_
_So said Zeus in a lecture_
_Our Master’s conjecture._
_P.S. Mad, isn’t it? But isn’t the lecture madder?_
_P.P.S. I do hope and trust the Master is mad. I must go out._
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