Those tones, and that dear old name, brought quick tears into Abigail's
eyes. She drew gently to the side of her cousin, and sat down. As
Elizabeth clasped her waist, the bosom beneath her arm began to heave;
and all at once Abby burst into a great fit of crying: the first
absolute storm of passion that Elizabeth had ever seen her yield to.
"What is the matter, Abby dear? What are you crying for? How you
tremble! What have they been doing to you, while I was away? Don't,
pray, don't cry so!"
Abigail checked her tears as suddenly as they had commenced; and
clasping her hands hard for a single instant, seemed to control her
nerves by stern, mental force.
"Don't mind me," she said, hoarsely. "I have been alone so much--but you
had something to tell me--about Lady Phipps, perhaps, or the governor;
of course they were delighted to have you with them; come, tell me all
about it; one gets so little real information from letters."
"Oh! I could not write, at least what I wished to tell you, any more
than I could talk it all over in broad daylight. Besides, one must see a
rainbow to judge how its colors rise out of each other; there is no
describing it; and some things, that one knows and feels, are the same.
The best friend you have must guess at them."
"What is it you speak of?" questioned Abby, gradually withdrawing
herself from the clasp of her cousin's arm. "I do not understand. In
this visit to Lady Phipps, have you been crushed down with secrets that
must not be talked of? Has the memory of your mother stalked forth like
a curse to haunt you?"
"The memory of my mother, the young creature who died when I was first
laid in her bosom like a poor little flower broken by a sudden weight of
dew, as I have often heard my father say!--What should there be in the
memory of my mother which you and I cannot talk about?"
"Nothing," said Abigail, vaguely. "Were we talking of--our mothers? It
is a dreary subject; let us think of something else. God help
us!--something else, Elizabeth--the woods are too lonesome for talk
about the dead. You were about to tell me something."
"Yes! but I cannot tell it; your voice is so strange! You look afar off,
as if talking to some one in the distance. I can neither catch your
eyes, nor feel the old touch of your hand. Abigail Williams, I am afraid
of you!"
The low laugh, which broke from Abigail's lips, was mournful as a wail.
"There it is. I knew it, I expected it: not an hour together, and she
fears me already."
She turned abruptly, drew close to her cousin's side, and stealing both
arms around her, murmured in a voice of ineffable sadness,
"Don't, Bessy--dear, dear Bessy, don't be afraid of me. Is it not enough
that I am afraid of myself? Now, tell me what this thing is! So that it
is not about the dead, I can listen and be pleased."
"About the dead? Why, Abby, how strangely you talk! What have you and I
in common with the dead? The sunshine is not pleasanter than life is to
me since, since--"
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