"Since when, Bessie?"
"Since he loved me."
A strange sort of wonder crept over Abigail Williams. She looked upon
her cousin with vague apprehension. The word love was a new thing to
her; it had scarcely yet entered into her dreamy life. Elizabeth smiled
at first amid her blushes, but as Abby kept gazing upon her with parted
lips and that wonder in her eyes, her lips began to tremble, and the
warm color ebbed away from her face.
"I forget," she said, deprecatingly, "you have not heard any thing about
him. I could not write, and even my father knew nothing till he came to
Boston after me. But oh! if you could see him, Abby! If you could hear
him speak; or read his beautiful poetry that he writes; it would not
seem strange that I love him so much."
"Then you have been treacherous also? You love some one more than me?"
"Forgive me, forgive me," pleaded Elizabeth, "I could not help it. We
were in the same house--he was like a son to Lady Phipps."
"Better than your father, perhaps," continued Abby, pondering over this
new subject in her mind, heedless of the tears and blushes with which
she was regarded. "I have heard of such things, but never expected them
to come so close. So you love some one better than us all, Elizabeth
Parris?"
"Forgive me, dear cousin! Why are you so angry?"
"Angry? Oh! nothing of the kind. I only wonder how any one can look
forward, when the dead will not rest--how it is the privilege of one
human being to love, and the duty of another to hate!"
"The duty of another to hate!--why, cousin, there is--there can be no
such duty. God is love, the Bible tells us so; and oh! when the heart is
full of this blessed, blessed feeling, one sees him everywhere. Don't
talk of hate, it is a new word between us two."
Abigail Williams attempted to smile, but only a quiver of the pale lips
followed the effort. Still she grew more composed, and gently won her
warm-hearted cousin back to bright thoughts again, by a few questions.
"His name? Oh, yes--his name is Norman--Norman Lovel--he is the private
secretary of Gov. Phipps, who treats him like a son. He lives in the
house, and but for his name you would never believe that he was in no
way related to the governor. Still he is only a stranger, recommended by
some friend in London, and singular enough don't know his own parents.
Never saw them, or anybody that he knew was related to him in his whole
life. But what difference does that make, when everybody else almost
worships him?"
"And you among the rest?"
"I most of all," answered Elizabeth, bathed in a glow of crimson, from
the white forehead to the heaving bosom.
"And this is happiness, I suppose?"
"Happiness? That is what seems strange to me, when life is full of glow,
and I can hardly breathe from the rich swell of a heart that seems ready
to break with joy, an exquisite pain creeps in, and I know by it that
happiness can mount no farther!"
"But there must be a cause for this pain!"
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