Great Britain -- History -- Henry VII, 1485-1509 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
The candles were lighted. It was not Abbot Mark’s wont to be seated
there, in Abbot’s stall, for lauds. But he was here, picked out by the
light. The hollow of the church was all dark; the choir, the ranged
monks, thinly dyed with amber. When he passed the tomb of the Lady of
Montjoy he thought that a warmer light laved it, touching the stone
almost to life. But the great picture--ah, the great picture! He lifted
to it light-filled eyes. She was there--she was in heaven--she had
stood in his cell. His being was in her hands; he lay with the Babe in
her arms.
He would give her message rightly! It seemed almost that the church
waited for it, the windows where the dawn was bringing faint, faint
colours. A great wave of feeling swept him, affection and pity for
Silver Cross. Once it had been saintly and a light for all wanderers.
Dear would it be, dear and rich and sweet if it all could come again,
the old, simple power!
With that he heard his own voice, as it were the voice of another,
lifted but profound, too, a deep, a rushing music, since what he had
to tell was heaven’s music. The Abbot summoned him to stand upon the
step, lifted high above Silver Cross monks. He gave forth her words,
and the world seemed to him an altar, and the candles suns, and he felt
himself that he spoke like a strong angel.
There were ejaculations, cries of praise, snatches of prayers. The
Abbot kneeled--the sub-prior--all! The picture seemed to glow, to bend
forward, to bless. In the faces of the simpler monks sat pure awe and
belief. Some wept. There were two or three ecstatic faces. Those who
had been lazy or proud or sensual or lying showed to his thinking
smitten. He had not liked them, but now they were like poor faulty
children to him, to be loved still, so brimming was his power!
Brother Norbert, whom certainly he had not liked, cried aloud, “Now
Silver Cross shines again--shines brighter than the bones of Saint
Leofric!”
Brother Norbert, too, stepped into the deep-throbbing inner Paradise.
While there arose a cry of “Praise Our Lady!”--while the Abbot kneeled
before her image--while, as though she had said “Sing!” the church
filled with singing, Brother Richard knew bliss. The dawn was in the
windows, the great sun struck through, there was golden day. But his
thought was, “Will she come to-night?”
The day was on him, and it was unsupportable, with the fervour, with
the talking, with the restlessness of the Abbey-fold. He had longing to
go to his old workroom, to light the furnace, to take up work. But that
had been long forbidden. It was March. Lay Brothers and tenants were
plowing Abbey fields. He would have worked with them, but again was
forbidden. But he had at least permission to go forth under open sky.
He might walk in orchard or garden. Silence was enjoined. He felt no
sorrow as to that; silence was needed to talk with Heaven.
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