Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
In the sunshine of the next day Michael almost wondered whether like
someone in The Ingoldsby Legends he had ridden with witches on a
broomstick. All the cool security of boyhood had left him; he was in a
turmoil of desire for an astounding experience. He almost asked himself
what he wanted so dearly; and, as he pondered, out of the past in a
vision came the picture of himself staring at the boy who walked beside
the incense with a silver boat. What did the Lay of St. Alois say?
_This with his chasuble, this with his rosary,_
_This with his incense-pot holding his nose awry._
Michael felt a craving to go somewhere and smell that powerful odour
again. He remembered how the boy had put out his tongue and he envied
him such familiarity with pomps and glories.
“Are there any High Churches in Bournemouth?” he asked Mrs. Rewins.
“Very high. Incense and all that, you know.”
Mrs. Rewins informed him there was one church so high that some said it
was practically ‘Roming Catholic.’
“Where is it?” asked Michael, choking with excitement. Yet he
had never before wanted to go to church. In the days of Nurse
he had hated it. In the days of Miss Carthew he had only found
it endurable if his friends were present. He had loathed the
rustle of many women dressed in their best clothes. He had
hated the throaty voices of smooth-faced clergymen. He had
despised the sleek choir-boys smelling of yellow soap. Religion
had been compounded of Collects, Greek Testament, Offertory
Bags, varnish, qualms for the safety of one’s top-hat, the
pleasure of an extra large hassock, ambition to be grown up and
bend over instead of kneeling down, the podgy feel of a Prayer
Book,
and a profound disapproval that only Eton and Winchester among
public schools were mentioned in its diaphanous fumbling
pages. Now religion should be an adventure. The feeling that
he was embarking upon the unknown made Michael particularly
reticent, and he was afraid to tell his mother that on Sunday
morning he proposed to attend the service at St.
Bartholomew’s, lest she might suggest coming also. He did not
want to be irritated by Stella’s affectations and conceit, nor
did he wish to notice various women turning round to study his
mother’s hat. In the end Michael did not go on Sunday to the
church of his intention, because at the last moment he could
not brace himself to mumble an excuse.
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