Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
At home Michael applied himself with ardour to the mastery of
his religion. He wrestled with the liturgical colours; he tried
to grasp the difference between Transubstantiation,
Consubstantiation and the Real Presence; and he congratulated
himself upon being under the immediate patronage of an
Archangel. Also with Charles as his first name he felt he could
fairly claim the protection of St. Charles the Martyr, though
later on Mr. Prout suggested St. Charles Borromeo as a less
ordinary patron. However, there was more than ritualism in
Michael’s new attitude, more than the passion to collect new
rites and liturgies and ornaments as once he had collected the
portraits of famous cricketers or silkworms or silver-paper. To
be sure, it soon came to seem to him a terribly important
matter whether according to the Roman sequence red were worn at
Whitsuntide or whether according to Old English use white were
the liturgical colour. Soon he would experience a shock of
dismay on hearing that some reputed Catholic had taken the
Ablutions at the wrong moment, just as once he had been
irritated by ignorant people confusing Mr. W. W. Read of Surrey
with Read (M.) of the same county. Beyond all this Michael
sincerely tried to correct his morals and manners in the light
of aspiration and faith. He experienced a revolt against
impurity of any kind and was simultaneously seized with a
determination to suffer Stella’s conceit gladly. He really felt
a deep-seated avarice for being good. He may not have
distinguished between morality due to emotion and morality
wrung out of intellectual
assent: but he did know that the Magnificat’s incense took him
to a higher elation than Dora’s curly head upon his shoulder,
or even than Alan’s bewitching company. Under the influence of
faith, Michael found himself bursting with an affection for his
mother such as he had not felt for a long time. Indeed Michael
was in a state of love. He loved the candles on the altar, he
loved his mother’s beauty, he loved Stella, he loved the people
on the beach and the August mornings and the zest for acquiring
and devouring information upon every detail connected with the
Catholic religion; and out of his love he gratified Mr. Prout
by consenting to bear a torch at the Solemn High Mass on the
Sunday within the octave of St. Bartholomew, Apostle and Martyr
and Patron of St. Bartholomew’s Church, Bournemouth.
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