Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
He ran from the monk into the depths of the wood, not stopping until he
reached a silent glade. Here on the moss he sat panting, horrified. Yet
when he came to compose the sentences in which he should tell Dom
Cuthbert of his experience with the new monk, he found himself wishing
that he had stayed to hear more. He actually enjoyed in retrospect the
humiliation of the man, and his heart beat with the excitement of
hearing more. Slowly he turned to seek again Brother Aloysius.
“You may as well tell me some more, now you’ve begun,” said Michael.
For three or four days Michael was always in the company of
Brother Aloysius, plying him with questions that sounded
abominable to himself, when he remembered with what indignation
he had rejected Garrod’s offer of knowledge. Brother Aloysius
spared no blushes, whether of fiery shame or furtive desire,
and piece by piece Michael learned the fabric of vice. He was
informed coldly of facts whose existence he had hitherto put
down to his own most solitary and most intimate imaginations.
Every vague evil that came wickedly before sleep was now made
real with concrete examples; the vilest ideas, that hitherto he
had considered peculiar to himself and perhaps a few more sadly
tempted dreamers tossing through the vulnerable hours of the
night, were commonplace to Brother Aloysius, whose soul was
twisted, whose mind was debased to such an extent that he
could boast of his delight in making the very priest writhe
and wince in the Confessional.
Conversations with Brother Aloysius were sufficiently thrilling
journeys, and Michael was always ready to follow his footsteps as one
might follow a noctambulatory cat. The Seven Sisters Road was the scene
of most of his adventures, if adventures they could be called, these
dissolute pilgrimages. Michael came to know this street as one comes to
know the street of a familiar dream. He walked along it in lavender
sunrises watching the crenellated horizon of housetops; he sauntered
through it slowly on dripping midnights, and on foggy November
afternoons he speculated upon the windows with their aqueous sheen of
incandescent gas. On summer dusks he pushed his way through the fetid
population that thronged it, smelling the odour of stale fruit exposed
for sale, and on sad grey Sabbaths he saw the ill-corseted servant
girls treading down the heels of their ugly boots, and plush-clad
children who continually dropped Sunday-school books in the mud.
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