Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
H IS mother’s absence made very sad for Michael the tall thin
house in Carlington Road. He felt enclosed in the restraint
from which his mother had flown like a bird. Time stretched
before him in unimaginable reckonings. It was now the beginning
of autumn, and the leaves of the lime trees, falling to lie
stained and unlovely in sodden basements, moved Michael with a
sense of the long winter before him, with the unending black
nights and the dark wet dawns. From the window of the
night-nursery he recognized for the first time the beauty of
the unsymmetrical plane tree that now, when the poplars were
mere swishing bundles of twigs, still defied the October winds
with wide green leaves. Soon, however, by a damp frost the
plane tree was conquered, and its blobs jigged to November
gusts. Fogs began, and the morning-room was always gaslit, even
for dinner at one o’clock. Stella was peevish, and games became
impossible. The two black kittens were an entertainment and
took part with Michael in numberless dramas of revenge and
punishment, of remorse and exaggerated cherishing. These
histrionic pastimes became infused with a terrible reality,
when one day the favourite kitten jumped from Michael’s arms
over the banisters and fell on to the tiled floor of the hall,
hurting herself internally so that she had to be poisoned. He
stood by her grave in the blackened mould of the garden, and
wished poignantly that he had never spoken harshly to her, had
never banished her to a waste-paper basket prison for the
length of a long foggy afternoon.
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