Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Outside in the echoing corridor, where the plaster casts looked coldly
down, Michael wrestled with his leaping heart, forcing it into
tranquillity so that he could grapple with the situation he had created
for himself. By the Laocoön he paused. Immediately beyond was the
sombre doorway of the Head’s room. As he paused on the threshold two
ridiculous thoughts came to him—that Lessing’s Laocoön was one of the
set books for the English Literature prize, and that he would rather be
struggling in the coils of that huge stone snake than standing thus
invertebrate before this portentous door.
Then Michael tapped. There was no answer but a
dull buzz of voices. Again Michael tapped and, beating down
his heart, turned the handle that seemed as he held it to
swell to pumpkin size in his grasp. Slowly he pushed the door
before him, expecting to hear a bellowed summons to appear,
and wondering whether he could escape unknown to his
class-room if his nerve failed him even now. Then he heard the
sound of tears, and indignation drove him onwards, drove him
so urgently that actually he slammed the great door behind
him, and made the intent company aware of his presence.
“What do _you_ want?” shouted Dr. Brownjohn. “Can’t you see I’m
busy?”
“I want to speak to you, sir.” The words actually seemed to come from
his mouth winged with flames, such a volcano was Michael now.
“I’m busy. Go outside and wait,” roared the Headmaster.
Michael paused to regard the scene—the two boys sobbing with painful
regular intake of breath, oblivious of him; the witnesses, a sheepish
crew; the school-porter waiting for his prey; old Mr. Caryll coughing
nervously and apparently on the verge of tears himself; the odious Paul
Pry of a Secretary nibbling his pen; and in the background other
masters waiting with favourable or damning testimony.
The drama of gloating authority shook Michael to the very foundation of
his being, and he came rapidly into the middle of the room, came right
up to the Headmaster, until he felt engulfed in the black silk gown,
and at last said slowly and with simple conviction:
“I think you’re all making a mistake.”
When he had spoken Michael could have kicked himself for not
shouting furiously the torrid denunciations which had come
surging up for utterance. Then he immediately began to talk
again, to his own great surprize, calmly and very reasonably.
“I know these kids—these two boys, I mean—quite well. It’s impossible
for any of this to be true. I’ve seen them a lot this term—practically
every day. Really, sir, you’ll make a terrible mistake if you expel
them. They’re awfully decent little chaps. They are really, sir. Of
course they’re too frightened now to say anything for themselves. It’s
not fair for everybody to be set at them like this.”
Michael looked despairingly at the masters assembled.
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