Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“And these other boys who’ve been brought in to tell what they know.
Why, they’re frightened too. They’d say anything. Why don’t you, why
don’t you——”
Michael looked round in despair, stammered, broke down, and then to his
own eternal chagrin burst into tears. He moved hastily over to the
window, striving to pull himself together, seeing through an
overpowering blur the great green field in the garish sunlight. Yet his
tears, shameful to him, may have turned the scale, for one by one the
masters came forward with eager testimony of good; and with every word
of praise the tears rushed faster and faster to Michael’s eyes. Then he
heard old Caryll’s rasping cough and broken benignant sentences, which
with all their memories lulled his emotion to quietude again.
“Hope you’ll bring it in non probatum, Headmaster”—cough—cough—“good
boys both”—cough—cough—“sure it’s a mistake—Fane’s a good boy too—idle
young rascal—but a good heart”—cough—cough—“had him under me for a
year—know him well——”
Dr. Brownjohn, with a most voluminous wave, dismissed the matter.
Everyone, even the Paul Pry of a Secretary, went out of the room, and
as the door closed Michael heard Mr. Caryll addressing the victims.
“Now then, don’t cry any more, you young boobies.”
Michael’s thoughts followed them upstairs to the jolly
class-room, and he almost smiled at the imagination of Mr.
Caryll’s entrance and the multitudinous jokes that would
demonstrate his relief at his pupils’ rescue. Michael
recovered from his dream to find the Headmaster speaking to
him in his most rumbling bass.
“I don’t know why I allowed you to interfere in this disgraceful
affair, boy. Um?”
“No, sir,” Michael agreed.
“But since you are here, I will take the opportunity of warning you
that the company you keep is very vile.”
Michael looked apprehensive.
“If you think nothing is known of your habits out of school, you are
much mistaken. I will not have any boy at my school frequenting the
house of that deboshed nincompoop Wilmot.”
Dr. Brownjohn’s voice was now so deep that it vibrated in the pit of
Michael’s stomach like the diapason of the school organ.
“Give up that detestable association of mental impostors and be a boy
again. You have disappointed me during the whole of your career; but
you’re a winning boy. Um? Go back to your work.”
Michael left the august room with resolves swaying in his brain,
wondering what he could do to repay the Old Man. It was too late to
take a very high place in the summer examinations. Yet somehow, so
passionate was his gratitude, he managed to come out third.
Michael never told his mother about his adventure, but in the reaction
against Wilmot and all that partook of decadence, and in his pleasure
at having done something, however clumsily, he felt a great wish to
include his mother in his emotion of universal love.
“Where are we going these holidays?” he asked.
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