Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“I thought perhaps you’d like to stay at your monastery again,”
said Mrs. Fane. “I was thinking of going abroad.”
Michael’s face fell, and his mother was solicitously penitent.
“My dearest boy, I never dreamed you would want to be with me. You’ve
always gone out on Sundays.”
“I know, I’m sorry, I won’t again,” Michael assured her.
“And I’ve made my arrangements now. I wish I’d known. But why shouldn’t
you go and see Stella? It seems a pity that you and she should grow up
so much apart.”
“Well, I will, if you like,” said Michael.
“Dearest boy, what has happened to you? You are so agreeable,”
exclaimed Mrs. Fane.
In the end it was arranged that Michael should accompany Mr. Viner on
his holiday in France, and afterwards stay with Stella with a family at
Compiègne for the rest of the time. Michael went to see his mother off
at Charing Cross before he joined Mr. Viner.
“Darling Michael,” she murmured as the train began to move slowly
forward. “You’re looking so well and happy—just like you were two years
ago. Just like——”
The rest of the comparison was lost in the noise of the
speeding train.
Chapter X: _Stella_
M ICHAEL spent a charming fortnight with Father Viner in
Amiens, Chartres and Rouen. The early Masses to which they went
along the cool, empty streets of the morning, and the shadowy,
candle-lit Benedictions from which they came home through the
deepening dusk gave to Michael at least a profound hope, if not
the astonishing faith of his first religious experience.
Sitting with the priest at the open window of their inn, while
down below the footsteps of the wayfarers were pattering like
leaves, Michael recaptured some of that emotion of universal
love which with sacramental force had filled his heart during
the wonder of transition from boyhood to adolescence. He did
not wish to know more about these people than could be told by
the sound of their progress so light, so casual, so essentially
becoming to the sapphirine small world in which they hurried to
and fro. The passion of hope overwhelmed Michael’s imagination
with a beauty that was perfectly expressed by the unseen busy
populations of a city’s waning twilight. Love, birth, death,
greed, ambition, all humanity’s stress of thought and effort,
were merged in a murmurous contentment of footfalls and
faint-heard voices. Michael supposed that somehow to God the
universe must sound much as this tall street of Rouen sounded
now to him at his inn window, and he realized for the first
time how God must love the world. Later, the twilight and
voices and footfalls would fade together into night, and
through long star-scattered silences Michael would brood with
a rapture that became more than hope, if less than faith with
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