Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
The next day a letter came for Michael from Mrs. Ross, and impressed
with all the clarity of writing much of what he had dimly reached out
for in his friendship with Alan. He read the letter first hurriedly on
his way to school in the morning; but he read it a second and third
time along those serene and intimate streets where he and Alan had
walked the day before.
Cobble Place ,
_March, 1900_ .
_My dearest Michael,_
_You and Alan are the only people to whom I can bear to
write to-day. I am grieving most for my young son, because
he will have to grow up without his father’s splendid
example always before him. I won’t write of my own sorrow.
I could not._
_ My husband, as you know, was very devoted to you and
Alan, and he had been quite worried (and so had I) that you
and he seemed to have grown away from one another. It was a
moment of true delight to him, when he read a long letter
from dear old Alan describing his gladness at playing
football again with you. Alan expresses himself much less
eloquently than you do, but he is as deeply fond of you as
I know you are of him. His letters are full of you and your
cleverness and popularity; and I pray that all your lives
you will pull together for the good. Kenneth used
always to admire you both so much for your ability to
‘cope with a situation.’ He was shot, as you know,
leading his men (who adored him) into action. Ah, how
I wish he could lead his own little son into action.
You and Alan will have that responsibility now. _
_It is sweet of you to thank me for being so ‘stunning’ to
you. It wasn’t very difficult. But you know how high my
hopes have always been and always will be for you, and I
know that you will never disappoint me. There may come
times which with your restless, sensitive temperament you
will find very hard to bear. Always remember that you have
a friend in me. I have suffered very much, and suffering
makes the heart yearn to comfort others. Be very chivalrous
always, and remember that of all your ideals your mother
should be the highest. I hope that you’ll be able to come
and stay with us soon after Easter. God bless you, dear
boy, and thank you very much for your expression of the
sorrow I know you share with me._
_Your loving_
_Maud Ross._
_I wonder if you remember how you used to love Don Quixote
as a child. Will you always be a Don Quixote, however much
people may laugh? It really means just being a gentleman._
Chapter XIII: _Sentiment_
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