Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“Rather jolly round here,” said Alan. “I suppose a tremendous lot of
chaps from the school live about here. Funny thing, if you come to
think of it. Practically everybody at St. James’ slides into a little
house like this. A few go into the Army; a few go to the ‘Varsity. But
this is really the School.”
Alan indicated an empty perambulator standing outside one of
the houses. “Funny thing if the kid that’s waiting for should
be Captain of the School in another eighteen years. I wouldn’t
be surprized.”
Alan had just expressed so much of what Michael himself was thinking
that he felt entitled to put the direct question which a moment ago he
had been shy of asking.
“Do you feel as if you belonged to all this?”
“No,” said Alan very coolly.
“Nor do I,” Michael echoed.
“And that’s why it was rotten of you to give yourself away to
Abercrombie and the other chaps,” Alan went on severely.
“Yes, I think it was,” Michael agreed.
Then they retraced their steps unconsciously, wandering along silently
in the sunlight towards the school. Michael did not want to converse
because he was too much elated by this walk, and the satisfying way in
which Alan had lived up to his ideal of him. He began to weave a fine
romance of himself and Alan going through life together in a lofty
self-sufficiency from which they would condescend to every aspect of
humanity. He was not sure whether Alan would condescend so far and so
widely as himself, and he was not sure whether he wanted him to,
whether it would not always be a relief to be aware of Alan as a cold
supernal sanctuary from the vulgar struggles in which he foresaw his
own frequent immersion. Meanwhile he must make it easy for Alan by
apologizing to Abercrombie and the rest for his ridiculous passion of
yesterday. He did not wish to imperil Alan’s superb aloofness by
involving him in the acrimonious and undignified defence of a friend.
There should be no more outbreaks. So much Michael vowed to his
loyalty. However, the apology must be made quickly—if possible, this
afternoon before school—and as they entered the school-ground again,
Michael looked up at the clock, and said:
“Do you mind if I bunk on? I’ve something I must do before the bell
goes.”
Alan shook his head.
To Abercrombie and the other immortals Michael came up quickly and
breathlessly.
“I say, you chaps, I’m sorry I made such an ass of myself yesterday; I
felt chippy over that friend of mine being killed.”
“That’s all right, old bangabout,” said Abercrombie cordially, and the
chorus guffawed their forgiveness. They did more. They called him
‘Bangs’ thereafter, commemorating, as schoolboys use, with an
affectionate nickname their esteem.
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