Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“Good gracious, no. What makes you ask?” Michael demanded, blushing.
“I was afraid that perhaps some horrid girl might have got hold of
you,” said Mrs. Fane.
“Why, would you mind very much?” asked Michael, with a curious
hopefulness that his mother would pursue the subject, as if by so doing
she would give him an opportunity of regarding himself and his
behaviour objectively.
“I don’t know that I should mind very much,” said Mrs. Fane, “if I
thought you were quite certain not to do anything foolish.” Then she
seemed to correct the laxity of her point of view, and substituted,
“anything that you might regret.”
“What could I regret?” asked Michael, seeking to drive his mother on to
the rocks of frankness.
“Surely you know what better than I can tell you. Don’t you?” The note
of interrogation caught the wind, and Mrs. Fane sailed off on the
starboard tack.
“But as long as you’re not keeping anything from me,” she went on, “I
don’t mind. So go out, dear child, and enjoy yourself by all means. But
don’t be very late.”
“I never am,” said Michael quickly, and a little resentfully as he
thought of his very decorous homecomings.
“I know you’re not. You’re really a very dear fellow,” his mother
murmured, now safe in port.
So at nine o’clock as usual Michael passed through the turnstiles and
began his feverish progress across the Exhibition grounds, trying as he
had never tried before to screw himself up to the pitch of the
experience he craved.
He was standing by one of the entrances to the Court of
Marvels, struggling with his self-consciousness and egging
himself on to be bold on this his last night, when he heard
himself accosted as Mr. Michael Fane. He looked round and saw a
man whom he instantly recognized, but for the moment could not
name.
“It is Mr. Michael Fane?” the stranger asked. “You don’t remember me? I
met you at Clere Abbey.”
“Brother Aloysius!” Michael exclaimed, and as he uttered the
high-sounding religious appellation he almost laughed at the
incongruity of it in connection with this slightly overdressed and
dissolute-looking person he so entitled.
“Well, not exactly, old chap. At least not in this get-up. Meats is my
name.”
“Oh, yes,” said Michael vaguely. There seemed no other comment on such
a name, and Mr. Meats himself appeared sensitive to the implication of
uncertainty, for he made haste to put Michael at ease by commenting on
its oddity.
“I suppose you’re thinking it’s a damned funny exchange for Brother
Aloysius. But a fellow can’t help his name, and that’s a fact.”
“You’ve left the Abbey then?” enquired Michael.
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