Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Michael, however, was not content to dream away in a crowd these
passionate nights of July; and after a while he set out to find
adventures in the great bazaar of the Exhibition, wandering through the
golden corridors and arcades with a queer sense of suppressed
expectancy. So many fantastic trades were carried on here, that it was
natural to endow the girls behind the counters with a more romantic
life than that of ordinary and anæmic shop-assistants. Even Miss Mabel
Bannerman amid her Turkish Delight came to seem less crude in such
surroundings, and Michael once or twice had thoughts of prosecuting his
acquaintanceship; for as yet he had not been able to bring himself to
converse with any of the numerous girls, so much more attractive than
Mabel, who were haunting him with their suggestion of a strange
potentiality.
Michael wandered on past the palmists who went in and out of
their tapestried tents; past the physiognomists and
phrenologists and graphologists; past the vendors of scents and
silver; past the languid women who spread out their golden rugs
from Samarcand; past the Oriental
shops fuming with odorous pastilles, where lamps encrusted in
deep-hued jewels of glass glimmered richly; past that
slant-eyed cigarette-seller with the crimson fez crowning her
dark hair.
July was nearing its end; the holidays were in sight; and still Michael
had got no farther with his ambitions; still at the last moment he
would pass on and neglect some perfect opportunity for speech. He used
to rail at his cowardice, and repeat to himself all his academic
knowledge of frail womanhood. He even took the trouble to consult the
Ars Amatoria, and was so much impressed by Ovid’s prescription for
behaviour at a circus that he determined to follow his advice. To put
his theory into practice, Michael selected a booth where seals
performed for humanity at sixpence a head. But all his resolutions
ended in sitting mildly amused by the entertainment in a condition of
absolute decorum.
School broke up with the usual explosion of self-congratulatory
rhetoric from which Michael, owing to his Exhibition ticket, failed to
emerge with any calf-bound souvenir of intellectual achievement. He
minded this less than his own pusillanimous behaviour on the brink of
experience. It made him desperate to think that in two days he would be
at Basingstead with his mother and Alan and Mrs. Ross, utterly remote
even from the pretence of temptation.
“Dearest Michael, you really must get your things together,”
expostulated Mrs. Fane, when he announced his intention of going round
to the Exhibition as usual on the night before they were to leave town.
“Well, mother, I can pack when I come in, and I do want to get all I
can out of this ‘season.’ You see it will be absolutely wasted for
August and half September.”
“Michael,” said Mrs. Fane suddenly, “you’re not keeping
anything from me?”
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