Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“That may be,” Mrs. Ross admitted. “Though I think your influence over
Alan is very strong in this way. I think Alan is always very eager to
see you at your best, and probably as your friendship goes on he will
be more solicitous for you than for himself. I should say that he would
be likely to sink himself in you. I wonder if you realize what a
passionately loyal soul he is.”
Michael flushed with pleasure at this appreciation of his friend, and
his ambition went flying over to Basingstead Major to inspire Alan to
bat his best. Then he burst forth in praise of him; he spoke of his
changelessness, his freedom from moods, his candour and toleration and
modesty.
“But the terrible thing is,” said Michael suddenly, “that I always feel
that without noticing it I shall one day leave Alan behind.”
“But when you turn back, you’ll find him just the same, don’t
forget; and you may be glad that he did not come with you. You
may be glad that from his slowness you can find an indication
of the road that I’m sure you yourself will one day try to
take. Alan will travel by it all his life. You’ll travel by it
ultimately. Alan will never really
appreciate its beauty. You will. That will be your recompense
for what you suffer before you find it.”
Mrs. Ross, as if to conceal emotion, turned quickly to romp with her
son. Then she looked at Michael:
“And haven’t you already once or twice left Alan behind?”
Suddenly to Michael her grey eyes seemed accusing.
“Yes, I suppose I have,” he granted. “But isn’t that the reason why my
personality affects more people than his? You said just now that
experience was only the setting, but I’m sure in my case it’s more than
a mere setting.”
And even as he spoke all his experience seemed to cloud his brow,
knitting and lining it with perplexed wrinkles.
“Mrs. Ross, you won’t think me very rude if I say you always remind me
of Pallas Athene? You always have, you know. At first it was just a
vague outward resemblance, because you’re tall and sort of
cool-looking, and I really think your nose is rather Greek, if you
don’t mind my saying so.”
“Oh, Michael,” Mrs. Ross smiled. “I think you’re even more unalterable
than Alan. I seem to see you as a little boy again, when you talk like
that.”
Michael, however, was too keen on the scent of his comparison to be put
off by smiles, and he went on eagerly:
“Now I realize that you actually are like Athene. You’re one of those
people who seem to have sprung into the world fully armed. I can’t
imagine that you were ever young.”
Mrs. Ross laughed outright at this.
“Wait a minute,” cried Michael. “Or ever old for that matter. And you
know all about me. No, you needn’t shake your head like that. Because
you do.”
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