Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Suddenly the door of Lily’s house opened, and Michael felt the blood
course through his body, flooding his heart, swaying his very soul.
There was a voice in the glimmering hall, but not her voice. Nor was it
her form that hurried down the steps. It was only the infinitely
fortunate maidservant whose progress to the letter-box he watched with
a sickening disappointment. There went one who every day could see
Lily. Every morning she was privileged to wake her from her rose-fired
sleep. Every night she could gossip with her outside the magical door
of her room. Lily must sometimes descend into the kitchen, and there
they must talk. And yet the idiotic creature was staring curiously at
some unutterably dull policeman, and wasting moments she did not
appreciate. Then a leaping thought came to Michael, that if she wasted
enough time Lily might look round the front-door in search of her. But
too soon for such an event the maidservant pattered back; the door
slammed; and only the window-panes of dull gold brooded immutably. How
long before Lily went up to bed? And did she sleep in a room that
fronted the road? Michael could bear it no longer and turned away from
the exasperation of her withheld presence; and he made up his mind that
he must know every detail of her daily life before he again came
sighing ineffectively like this in the night-time.
Michael was vexed to find that he could not even conjure Lily
to his side in sleep, but that even there he must be surrounded
by the tiresome people of ordinary life. However, there was
always a delicious moment, just before he lost complete
consciousness, when the image of her dissolved and materialized
elusively above the nebulous confines of semi-reality; while
always at the very instant of awakening he
was aware of her moth-winged kisses trembling upon the first
liquid flash of daylight.
In the ‘quarter’ Michael suggested to Alan that he should come back to
Richmond with him, and when Alan looked a little astonished at this
Monday night proposal, he explained that he had a lot to talk over.
“I nearly came over at nine o’clock last night,” Michael announced.
Alan seemed to realize that it must indeed be something of importance
and could scarcely wait for the time when they should be fast alone and
primed for confidences.
After dinner Michael proposed a walk up Richmond Hill, and without any
appearance of strategy managed to persuade Alan to rest awhile on one
of the seats along the Terrace. In this late autumnal time there was no
view of the Thames gleaming beneath the sorcery of a summer night.
There was nothing now but a vast airiness of mist damascening the
blades of light with which the street-lamps pierced the darkness.
“Pretty wet,” said Alan distastefully patting the seat.
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