Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Sometimes Michael would arrive home before Nanny, and then he would
have to endure a long cross-examination upon his route. The walk was
not sufficiently interesting to invent tales about, and he resented
Nurse’s incredulous attitude and wrinkled obstinate face. Indeed,
Michael began to resent Nurse altogether, and so far as he was able he
avoided her. His scheme of things was logical: he had already a
philosophy, and his conception of the wonder inherent in everything was
evidently not unique, because the pictures in Don Quixote proved
conclusively that what Michael thought, other people besides himself
thought. He might be old-fashioned, as Nurse assured him he was; but if
to be old-fashioned was to live in the world of Don Quixote, he
certainly preferred it to the world in which Nanny lived. That seemed
to him a circumscribed and close existence for which he had no
sympathy. It was a world of poking about in medicine-cupboards, of
blind unreasonableness, of stupidity and malice and blank ugliness. He
would sit watching Nanny nibbling with her front teeth the capers of
the caper sauce, and he would hate her. She interfered with him, with
his day-dreams and toys and meals; and the only time when he wanted her
presence was in the middle of the night, when she was either drinking
her glass of ale in the kitchen or snoring heavily in the next room.
Michael’s only ambition was to live in his own world. This he would
have shared with his mother, but her visits were now so rare that it
was unwise to rely on her presence for happiness. He was learning to do
without her: Nurse he had never yet learnt to endure. She charged
ferociously into his fancies, shattering them with her fussy
interference, just as she would snatch away his clay pipe, when the
most perfect bubble was trembling on the edge of the bowl.
“Time for tea,” she would mutter. “Time for bed,” she would
chatter. Always it was time for something unpleasant.
Mrs. Frith, on the other hand, was a person whose attractions grew with
longer friendship, as Nurse’s decreased even from the small quantity
she originally possessed. As Michael month by month grew older, Mrs.
Frith expanded towards him. She found him an attentive, even a
breathless listener to her rollicking tales. Her life Michael plainly
perceived to have been crammed with exciting adventures. In earliest
youth she had been forced by cunning to outwit a brutal father with the
frightening habit of coming home in the evening and taking off his belt
to her and her brothers and her sisters. The house in which she lived
had been full of hiding-places, and Mrs. Frith, picturing herself to
Michael of less ample girth, described wonderfully how her father had
actually routed for her with a broom-handle while her mother sat
weeping into an apron. Then it appeared that it was the custom of small
boys in the street of her youth to sell liquorice-water in exchange for
pins.
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