Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“I won’t,” he declared. “I won’t.” Scowling so that his nose nearly
vanished into his forehead, and beating back the tears that were
surging to his eyes, Michael followed Nurse from the shop. As he walked
home, he dug his nails wrathfully into the envelope of Valentines, and
then suddenly he saw a drain in the gutter. He hastily stooped and
pushed the packet between the bars of the grating, and let it fall
beyond the chance of recovery. When they reached their house, Nurse
told him to give her the cards, so that they might not be soiled before
presentation.
“I’ve dropped them,” said Michael sullenly.
“Dropped them? Dropped them? What do you mean—dropped them?”
“I threw them away,” said Michael.
“On purpose?”
“Yes. I can do what I like with my own things.”
“You ungrateful wicked boy,” said Nurse, horrified by such a claim.
“I don’t care if I am,” Michael answered. “I wanted to give Miss
Carthew a Valentine. Mother would have let me.”
“Your mother isn’t here. And when she isn’t here, I’m your mother,”
said Nurse, looking more old and wrinkled and monkey-like than ever.
“How dare you say you’re my mother?” gasped the outraged son. “You’re
not. You’re not. Why, you’re not a lady, so you couldn’t ever be my
mother.”
Hereupon Nurse disconcerted Michael by bursting into tears, and
he presently found himself almost petting her and declaring
that he was very sorry for having been so unkind. He found a
certain luxury in this penitence just as he used to enjoy a
reconciliation with the black kittens.
Perhaps it was this scene with Nurse that prompted him soon
afterwards to the creation of another with his sister. The
second scene was brought about by Stella’s objection to the
humming with which Michael was somewhat insistently
celebrating the advent of Miss Carthew.
“Don’t hum, Michael. Don’t hum. Please don’t hum,” Stella begged very
solemnly. “Please don’t hum, because it makes my head hurt.”
“I _will_ hum, and every time you ask me not to hum, I’ll hum
more louder,” said Michael.
Stella at once went to the piano in the day-nursery and began to play
her most unmelodious tune. Michael ran to the cupboard and produced a
drum which he banged defiantly. He banged it so violently that
presently the drum, already worn very thin, burst. Michael was furious
and immediately proceeded to twang an over-varnished zither. So
furiously did he twang the zither that finally he caught one of his
nails in a sharp string of the treble, and in great pain hurled the
instrument across the room. Meanwhile, Stella continued to play, and
when Michael commanded her to stop, answered annoyingly that she had
been told to practise.
“Don’t say pwactise, you silly. Say practise,” Michael contemptuously
exclaimed.
“Shan’t,” Stella answered with that cold and fat stolidity of demeanour
and voice which disgusted Michael like the fat of cold mutton.
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