Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
there was actually no one to say ‘Stella, will you stop that
’umming?’ Michael could not compete with his sister in her
interpretation of the clouds’ courses. He had, indeed, tried
once or twice; but Stella either stopped abruptly, leaving him
to lag for a while with a lame tune of his own, or else she
would burst into tears. Michael preferred an inspiration more
immediately visual to Stella’s incomprehensibly boundless
observations. Michael would enjoy holding in his hand a bunch
of blue cornflowers; Stella would tear them to pieces, not
irritably, but absently in a seclusion of spacious visions. On
this occasion Michael paid no attention to Stella’s salutation
of light; he was merely thankful she showed no sign of wishing
to be amused by ‘peep-bo,’ or by the pulling of curious faces.
Both these diversions were dangerous to Michael’s peace of
mind, because at some period of the entertainment he was bound,
with disastrous results, to cross the line between Stella’s joy
and Stella’s fear. Michael turned to look out of the window,
finding the details of the view enthralling. He marked first of
all the long row of poplar trees already fresh and vivid with
young May’s golden green. Those trees, waving with their
youthfulness in the wind, extended as far as could be observed
on either side. Three in every garden were planted close to the
farthest wall. How beautiful they looked, and how the sparrows
hopped from branch to branch. Michael let his eyes rove along
the pleasant green line whose slightness and evenness caressed
the vision, as velvet might have caressed a hand running
lightly over the surface. Suddenly, with a sharp emotion of
shame, Michael perceived that the middle tree opposite his own
window was different from the rest. It was not the same shape;
it carried little blobs such as hang from tablecloths and
curtains; it scarcely showed a complete leaf. Here was a
subject for speculation indeed; and the more Michael looked at
the other trees, the more he grew ashamed for the
loiterer. This problem would worry him interminably: he would
return to it often and often. But the exquisite pleasure he
had taken in the trim and equable row was gone; for as soon as
the eye caressed it, there was this intolerably naked tree to
affront all regularity.
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