Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“You know perfectly well that most of the evening you enjoyed yourself
very much. And you oughtn’t to be horrid about my friends. I think
they’re all so dreadfully touching.”
“Yes, and touched,” Michael grumbled. “You’re simply playing at being
in Bohemia. You’d be the first to laugh at me, if I dressed up Alan and
Maurice Avery and half a dozen of my friends in velvet jackets and
walked about Paris with them, smelling of onions.”
“My dear Michael,” Stella argued, “do get out of your head the notion
that I dressed these people up. I found them like that. They’re not
imported dolls.”
“Well, you’re not bound to know them. I tell you they all hang on to
you because you have money. That compensates for any jealousy they
might feel because you are better at your business than any of them are
at theirs.”
“Rot!” Stella ejaculated.
However, the argument that might have gone on endlessly was quenched
suddenly by the vision of the night seen by Stella and Michael
simultaneously. They hung over the sill entranced, and Michael was so
closely held by the sorcery of the still air that he was ready to
surrender instantly his provocative standpoint of intolerance. The
contest between prejudice and sentiment was unequal in such conditions.
No one could fail to forgive the most outrageous pretender on such a
night; no one could wish for Stella better associates than the
moonstruck company which had entered so intangibly, had existed in
reality for a while so blatantly, but was now again dissolved into
elusive specters of a legendary paradise.
“I suppose what’s really been the matter with me all the evening,”
confessed Michael, on the verge of going to bed, “is that I’ve felt out
of it all, not so much out of sympathy with them as acutely aware that
for them I simply didn’t exist. That’s rather galling. Now at Oxford,
supposing your friend Ayliffe were suddenly shot down among a lot of
men in my year, he would be out of sympathy with us, and we should be
out of sympathy with him, even up to the point of debagging him, but we
should all be uncomfortably aware of his existence. Seriously, Stella,
why did you send for me? Not surely just to show me off to these
unappreciative enthusiasts?”
“Perhaps I wanted a standard measure,” Stella whispered, with a gesture
of disarming confidingness. “Something heavy and reliable.”
“My dear girl, I’m much too much of a weathercock, or if you insist on
me being heavy, let’s say a pendulum. And there’s nothing quite so
confoundedly unreliable as either. Enough of gas. Good night.”
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