Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
In the part of the cottage where Stella and Michael lived, besides the
white parlor with the piano, there was the hall with a great hooded
fireplace and long polished dining-table lined and botched by the
homely meals of numberless dead banqueters; and at either end of the
cottage there were two small bedrooms with frequent changing patterns
in dimity and chintz, with many tinted china ornaments and holy
pictures that all combined to present the likeness of two glass cases
enshrining an immoderately gay confusion of flowers and fruit and
birds.
Here in these ultimate September days of summer’s reluctant farewell
life had all the rich placidity of an apricot upon a sun-steeped wall.
Michael, while Stella practiced really hard, read Gregorovius’ History
of the Papacy; and when she stopped suddenly he would wake
half-startled from the bloody horrors of the tenth century narrated
laboriously with such cold pedantry, and hear above the first elusive
silence swallows gathering on the green common, robins in their
autumnal song, and down a corridor the footfalls and tinkling keys of
Ursule.
It was natural that such surroundings should beget many intimate
conversations between Michael and Stella, and if anything were wanting
to give them a sense of perfect ease the thought that here at Compiègne
three years ago they had realized one another for the first time always
smoothed away the trace of shyness.
“Whether I had come out to Paris or not,” asked Michael earnestly,
“there never would have been anything approaching a love-affair between
you and that fellow Ayliffe?” He had to recur to this uneasy theme.
“There might have been, Michael. I think that people who like me grow
to rely tremendously on themselves require rather potty little people
to play about with. It’s the same sort of pleasure one gets from eating
cheap sweets between meals. With somebody like George, one feels no
need to bother to sustain one’s personality at highest pitch. George
used to be grateful for so little. He really wasn’t bad.”
“But didn’t you feel it was undignified to let him even think you might
fall in love with him? I don’t want to be too objectionably fraternal,
but if Ayliffe was as cheap as you admit, you ran the risk of
cheapening yourself.”
“Only to other people,” Stella argued, “not to myself. My dear Michael,
you’ve no idea what a relief it is sometimes to play on the piano a
composition that is really easy—ridiculously, fatuously easy.”
“But you wouldn’t choose that piece for public performance,” Michael
pointed out. He was beginning to feel the grave necessity of checking
Stella’s extravagance.
“Surely the public you saw gathered round me in Paris wasn’t very
important?” She laughed in almost contemptuous remembrance.
“Then why did you wire for me if the whole affair was so trivial as you
make out now?”
“I wanted a corrective,” Stella explained.
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