Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 1/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 1/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
“It is all my mother’s fault,” he murmured to himself, as he kicked his
dangling heels disconsolately against the solid oak. “If my mother would
but behave like other people! If she had kept up her house and
establishment in London, or even if she had given Arthur the means of
living like a gentleman, I never will believe that he _could_ have got
into these awful scrapes. What will happen if he does not marry soon,
God knows; and yet _for_ that poor girl’s sake one ought not to wish it.
I was sure how it would all be if once--” He drew a long whistling
breath, and threw down the end of his cigar, crushing its last spark out
with the heel of his boot. It was nine o’clock now, and the great
church-like stable-bell had already called the “faithful” to evening
prayers; and from force of habit, it is to be feared, rather than from
a higher and more Christian cause, Horace Vavasour hurried back to the
Castle. He did not seem to himself, however, to care much whether he
infringed Lady Millicent’s rules on that sweet May evening or not. He
was a man now, with a man’s profession, a man’s cares, and, to a certain
extent, a man’s responsibilities. For years--very long years they
appeared now as he looked back to them--he had nightly seen that long
array of serving men and women lining the old oak wall, and, as it were,
praying. He had heard his lady mother read many a blessing over their
heads; but somehow or other the ceremony had not seemed to bring a
blessing with it; and Horace was certainly rather consoled than
otherwise with the reflection that from that day forward, for many a
night to come, he would be allowed to spend his evening hours as he
pleased.
CHAPTER XII.
UPHILL WORK.
It was now the middle of June, and Honor Beacham was undergoing the
often painful process of “settling down” in her new home. The
observation is no new one, that the presence of a mother-in-law, be she
the parent of either wife or husband, in the _ménage_ of a newly-married
couple is seldom conducive to happiness. Honor, in common with all the
world, had heard the aphorism--heard it without believing it; for why,
she had often asked herself, should there of necessity be jealousies and
bickerings amongst those who were so near of kin, and whose interests
were identically the same? For her part, although a certain nervous
shyness, rare amongst her country people, made her a little “foolish,”
as John called it, when she thought of the possible difficulty of
pleasing his mother, yet, on the whole, she had entertained no doubt of
her success. The experience of her short life had not accustomed her to
failure. As yet, Honor had met with far more smiles than frowns, as she
stepped gaily along the flower-strewn path of life. Why, then, was she
to entertain misgivings of the future? Why suppose that her untiring
efforts to gain love and praise would be likely, in the case of John’s
obdurate mother, to be met with nothing better than “snubbings” and
mortification?
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