Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
The old lady went her ways unwillingly enough, seeing it was only
natural that she could crave to hear John’s secret; nevertheless, there
was consolation in the thought that she was the bearer of exciting news,
and she stepped out briskly towards the point in the distance where the
pleasure-seekers, intent on their own amusement, remained in utter
ignorance of the deed of blood that had been done, as it were, within a
stone’s throw of them. Happily for the worthy woman’s peace of mind, the
idea of any blame being attached to her son never occurred to her for a
moment. She was too old for the fixed beliefs of years to be rooted out
without difficulty and labour from the soil in which they had grown and
flourished. Mrs. Beacham had not known her well-beloved boy through so
many years of close and uninterrupted intercourse as a just and humane,
as well as a God-fearing, man, to have her faith so easily shaken now.
John’s self-accusation, therefore, passed away unheeded on the summer
air, or was only remembered as an evidence of strong excitement very
natural in times of sudden danger and distress, when the nerves are
overstrung, and words bereft of sense rise, as it were, spontaneously to
the lips.
Meanwhile John, after drawing Honor’s arm within his own, hastily
retraced his steps, she keeping pace with him with difficulty, to the
shady glen among the tall laurel-bushes where Honor’s guilty father lay
slowly struggling back to life.
“What is it, John? Do speak--I’m so frightened. Why must I go with you
to see this poor man? I would rather not. You will think me a great
coward; but indeed, indeed, unless I can do him good, I would far rather
not go with you.”
“But you _may_ do him good, Honor,” said John, stopping for a moment and
looking her steadily in the face. “This is not a matter of choice, my
dear, but of duty. God knows I would not willingly bring you face to
face with this man, but--listen quietly, Honor--this is no time for
nerves and foolishness. I have just heard, pet, that he is--your father,
Honor, and--”
“My father!” she said with a gasp, “and he is dying! And you said it was
you that killed him! O, John!”
They were the only words she uttered, but the sting of their reproach
smote the heart of the unhappy husband, as, with Honor’s arm still
linked in his, the two, quite mutely now, hastened their steps over the
closely-shaven turf.
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