Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
“It’s only natural, my dear,” he said, “that you should be uneasy; and
it isn’t for me to say ‘do this,’ or ‘don’t do it.’ Hush, mother,
please; it’s a trying time for Honor, and--”
But before he could descant further--either on the nature of, or the
palliations for, his young wife’s trials--a loud tap was heard at the
door, a tap which was immediately followed up by the intrusion of a
waiter’s head, the said waiter being the bearer, as speedily became
apparent, of a note.
“From Mrs. Baker, sir,” the man said, presenting it to Mr. Beacham on a
japanned waiter, “and the favour of an answer is requested.”
It was a small unportentous-looking missive, directed in an uncertain
feminine hand. Yet John opened it with strong forebodings of evil,
forebodings which were to a certain extent justified, since the
writer--one of the gentlest and most charitable, by the way, of
Christian matrons--imparted to him, in a few agitated lines, the fact
that her son, believing himself to be lying on his bed of death, had
disclosed to her one of the heaviest of his past offences against his
God, and had declared himself to be the penitent father of John
Beacham’s wife.
“The most earnest wish of my poor guilty son,” wrote the unhappy mother,
“appears to be that he may see again the child whom he has so long
neglected and forsaken. May God forgive me if I am doing wrong in urging
you to grant this prayer. At the eleventh hour there was forgiveness for
even one of the worst of sinners. May I not hope that, as a sign and
hope of that forgiveness, _you_ may be led to grant the prayer not only
of my son, but of one whom the judgments of God have followed all the
days of her life.”
John laid down the letter with something very like despair tugging at
his heartstrings. The worst that he had, as regarded Honor, ventured to
anticipate, had come to pass. To refuse the entreaty of the aged lady,
so soon perhaps, by his act and deed, to be bereaved of her only son,
was simply impossible, but that prayer granted, and Honor permitted to
take her place by her father’s dying pillow, all hope of concealing the
terrible secret--which John would have willingly given all that he
possessed to hide--was at an end.
With a heavy heart he made the contents of the missive known to his
womankind.
“You see, Honey,” he said, as his wife’s eyes glanced, almost without
taking in their sense, over the hurriedly-written lines, “you see,
Honey, we might have saved ourselves all this bother. Here’s Mrs. Baker,
poor soul, knows all about it, and wants to see you, child. It isn’t
what I should have wished; but what is to be must be; and so I suppose I
must just send word that you’ll wait on Mrs. Baker in the room she has
to sit in. Ah me, it’s a great change! And who’d a thought, when we left
home only so late as yesterday, that such things would come about!”
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