Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
Leaving him to bear as best he could both his own sorrowful reflections
and the perpetual nagging of the old lady, one of whose weaknesses it
was never to endure patiently what she in her jealous susceptibility
denominated being “kept out” of what was going on, we will follow Honor
to her interview with Colonel Norcott’s long-suffering mother. Mrs.
Baker was one of those women--and they are not a few--who seem from
their earliest girlhood marked out for suffering. Her home-life--owing
to circumstances needless here to mention--had been so wearying and
unendurable, that she had at eighteen married a man for whom she
entertained no stronger feeling than an absence of dislike. Mr. Norcott,
who, as we already know, was a country squire of good estate, had
endeared himself to her by his sterling qualities, and by his unfailing
affection for herself. During his lifetime they were, however, rendered
for many years unhappy by the illness and deaths of five children
successively born to them. In early infancy the little Norcotts were
much, as other beings of their age, subject to occasional illnesses, but
not apparently deficient in vigour and stamina. To what the mysterious
ailment was owing that, one after the other, as they attained the age of
twelve or thereabouts, cut off those till then seemingly healthy
children, and condemned them to an early tomb, the doctors found it hard
to say. It had been very hard to see them die; very, very grievous to
watch the fading of the healthy colour, the weakening of the vigorous
limbs, the slow and stealthy, but too sure, advance of death. As each of
her beloved ones was removed from the little place that it had filled on
earth to a happier home above, Mrs. Norcott--weeping as one that would
not be comforted--had complained in bitterness of spirit that there was
no sorrow like unto her sorrow, and that the burden that had been laid
upon her was greater than she could bear. And yet she lived through
it--lived through it to the wonder of those who, not having so suffered,
are ignorant how much the human heart can endure, and yet exist--lived
also to confess, in the solitude of her own chamber, where no eye but
God’s could look into her heart, that death was not the bitterest of
mortal woes; for that a wounded spirit--a spirit crushed by a sense of
shame, and bowed down by the burden of a loved one’s sin--is of all
earthly evils the most difficult of endurance.
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