Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
Nor were matters much better as regarded the relations between Mrs.
Beacham and her silent daughter-in-law. The old lady, whose heart had
begun to warm towards John’s well-descended wife, was not well pleased
to find that Honor scarcely seemed aware of the change of manner adopted
in her favour. Always courteous, but never familiar, Mrs. John Beacham
(and the result was scarcely to be wondered at) conveyed the impression
that she was proud; and this conviction hardened more than one heart
against the suffering girl. Proud! What was there, in very truth, in
her birth to excite sensations of arrogance and self-esteem in even the
weakest of human hearts? Could Honor have been able to answer this
question as it should have been answered, there would have been a better
chance of safety for this poor, ignorant, and ambitious girl. As it was,
however, the senseless idea that she was a lady, and the memories of
those superior refinements in habits, manners, and _entourage_ which (in
connection with her father and his belongings) clung around her, were
fatal to Honor’s happiness and peace of mind. If she only, in those
miserable days, when everyone--when even John himself--seemed estranged
from her, could have been blessed with that chiefest of blessings, the
blessing of _hope_--hope in the shape of a tenderly longed-for
maternity--all might, in spite of the past, have been well with poor
little Honor Beacham; but of that--the commonest of earthly boons--there
appeared to be no immediate prospect. By one of those strange caprices
of Nature, which we find it so hard to understand, this woman, with the
large tender heart, whose love for children, and indeed all helpless
things, was almost intense, seemed destined (as the months wore on, and
still there was no call for the pretty preparations which so delight the
heart of a young, expectant mother) to be childless.
That this seemed not unlikely to be the case, was a constant source of
aggravation to old Mrs. Beacham; and in moments of strong irritation
against Honor, she would even go so far as to endeavour to make John
share her feelings on the subject.
“It all comes of marrying a fine lady,” she said one day, as her son,
with the look of care that had grown habitual to his honest face, was
taking what he called a “snack,” previous to a hurried journey up to
London on business. “In my time, married women had children, and plenty
of ’em, if so be they kep their healths. There’d have been four of you,
John, as you know, if I hadn’t buried three, bless ’em! before they--”
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