Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Then you feel quite certain--as certain as you can be of anything--that
this little girl knows nothing, guesses nothing, about her birth? You
see I am obliged, a little for my own sake, though of course I should be
careful for _hers_, to be particular. Perhaps you may not have heard--we
poor devils, you see, in the colonies may marry and be divorced, may die
and rise again, without anyone at home knowing anything about it; so
very likely you may not have heard the astounding fact that I have
taken,” and he laughed rather foolishly, “to myself a wife?”
Mrs. Bainbridge was obliged to plead guilty to the amount of colonial
ignorance implied by this last suggestion. She did not, however, express
any surprise that the Colonel at his time of life (a “household form” of
words, under which the Colonel winced) should have decided to get
married. She could understand, too, that for peace, as well as decorum’s
sake, that gentleman’s pro-nuptial peccadilloes had better remain in the
background. No exposure, no punishment inflicted on the destroyer of her
sister’s reputation, no mortification incurred by the man who had first
betrayed and then left her young sister to die, could bring the unhappy
girl back to her lost life--no repentance, supposing, which was among
the most improbable of human events, that Col. Norcott should exhibit
signs of penitence, could make amends for the guilt and misery of the
past. There was a time when Bridget Bainbridge, goaded by the memory of
her sister’s wrongs, would have striven hard for vengeance on the head
of the seducer; but many a day had passed since Winnifred Moriarty had
expiated her follies with her life. For more than eighteen years all
that was mortal of the pretty Irish girl--the “heather-bell of
Ballingarry”--had been mouldering beneath a black and rotting cross in
the overcrowded burial-place of her native parish. Warm-hearted Mrs.
Bainbridge had shed some very bitter tears when she looked her last on
that dreary spot, and invoked, we grieve to say, the vengeance of Him
who is as mighty to punish as to save upon the head of the absent
profligate; but Time, as I was about to say, had produced its normal and
blessed effect of softening the angry feelings, and making the rough
places in human memories smooth. It is not often, I think, except in
tales of fiction, that a wrong is treasured up through years upon years,
in spite of change and absence, gathering intensity from the
fermentation of the added heap. In real life, the principle of letting
bygones be bygones is usually found more convenient to carry out than
the more Corsican one of “nursing one’s wrath to keep it warm.” That
same wrath is apt to become a dangerous element to the individual in
whose breast it is nurtured. There are enemies, besides, whose
comparatively elevated position endows them with a certain immunity from
punishment--from punishment, that is to say, at the hands of the lesser
ones whom they have offended.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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