“There are men who read the world the way certain dishonest critics
quote a book or an article, by extracting all that is objectionable,
and, omitting context and connection, place passage after passage in
quick sequence. By such a process as this, human life is a pandemonium.
I half suspect Sewell to be one of this scornful school; and if so, a
most dangerous intimate. The heartfelt racy enjoyment of his manner, as
he records some trait of rascality or fraud, is not more marked than the
contemptuous sneer with which he receives a story that bears testimony
to generosity or trustfulness, throwing over his air in each that tone
of knowledge of life and the world that seems to say, 'These are
the things we all of us know well, though only a few have either the
manliness or the honesty to declare them openly.'
“I may have tired you with this long tirade, my dear Lucy, but I am
pouring out to you my thoughts as they come,--come, too, out of the
fulness of much reflection. Remember, too, my sweet child, that I have
often told you, 'It is just some half-dozen people with whom we are
intimate who make or mar our fate in life.' Big as the world is, we play
a very small game in one corner of the board, and it behoves us to look
well to those with whom we are to play it.
“If I am jealous of the Sewells for having robbed me of my young friend,
I am envious of himself also, for he is going back to England,--going
back to the loved faces and scenes he has left,--going back to Home.
There 's the word, Lucy, that gathers all that we come to live for, when
life really is a blessing.
“It would seem too early to pronounce, but I think I can already see
this is not a place to which I would like to bring you; but I will not
prejudge it. It may be that time will reconcile me to some things I
now dislike; it may be, too, that the presence of my own around me will
dispose me to take a cheerier view of much that now depresses me. I have
a great deal to do; I am employed during the whole day, and never really
free till evening, when society claims me. This latter is my only severe
burden. You can imagine me daily dining out, and fancy the martyrdom it
costs me.
“I am most anxious to hear of you, and how you like your new life,--I
mean how you bear it. Liking is not the word for that which entails
separation. I feel assured that you will love my father. You will be
generous towards those traits which the host of mere acquaintanceship
took pleasure in exaggerating, and you will be fair enough not to
misjudge his great qualities because of certain faults of temper. He has
great gifts, Lucy; and as you will see, the two pendulums of his nature,
heart and head, swing together, and he is as noble in sentiment as he is
grand in action.
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