“There is no such trial to a man in a high calling as the temptation
it offers him to step beyond it. Take care, sir, that with all your
acknowledged ability, this temptation be not too much for you.” The tone
and manner in which the old judge delivered these words recalled the
justice-seat. “It is an honor to me to have you as my doctor, sir.
It would be to disparage my own intelligence to accept you as my
confessor.”
“A doctor but discharges half his trust when he fails to warn his
patient against the effects of irritability.”
“The man who would presume to minister to my temper or to my nature
should be no longer medico of mine. With what intention, sir, did you
bring me these miniatures?”
“That you might see two bright and beautiful faces whose owners are
bound to you by the strongest ties of blood.”
“Do you know, sir,--have you ever heard,--how their father, by his
wilfulness, by his folly, by his heartless denial of my right to
influence him, ruined the fortune that cost my life of struggle and
labor to create?”
The doctor shook his head, and the other continued: “Then I will tell
it to you, sir. It is more than seventeen years to-day when the then
Viceroy sent for me, and said, 'Baron Lendrick, there is no man, after
Plunkett, to whom we owe more than to yourself.' I bowed, and said,
'I do not accept the qualification, my Lord, even in favor of the
distinguished Chancellor. I will not believe myself second to any.' I
need not relate what ensued; the discussion was a long one,--it was also
a warm one; but he came back at last to the object of the interview,
which was to say that the Prime Minister was willing to recommend my
name to her Majesty for the Peerage,--an honor, he was pleased to say,
the public would see conferred upon me with approval; and I refused!
Yes, sir, I refused what for thirty-odd years had formed the pride and
the prize of my existence! I refused it, because I would not that her
Majesty's favor should descend to one so unworthy of it as this
fellow, or that his low-born children should inherit a high name of my
procuring. I refused, sir, and I told the noble Marquess my reasons. He
tried--pretty much as you have tried--to bring me to a more forgiving
spirit; but I stopped him by saying, 'When I hear that your Excellency
has invited to your table the scurrilous author of the lampoon against
you in the “Satirist,” I will begin to listen to the claims that may be
urged on the score of forgiveness; not till then.'”
“I am wrong--very wrong--to let you talk on themes like this; we must
keep them for calmer moments.” Beattie laid his finger on the pulse as
he spoke, and counted the beats by his watch.
“Well, sir, what says Death? Will he consent to a 'nolle prosequi,' or
must the cause go on?”
“You are not worse; and even that, after all this excitement, is
something. Good-bye now till evening. No books,--no newspapers,
remember. Doze; dream; do anything but excite yourself.”
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