“I 'll tell the Chief you think so. I 'll say that you dropped the
remark to myself, of course,--never meaning to dictate anything to
_him_.”
Beattie shook his head in sign of doubt.
“I know him well, better perhaps than any one, and I know there's no
more generous man breathing; but he must not be coerced,--he must not be
even influenced, where the question be one for a decision. As he said to
me one day, 'I want the evidence, sir, I don't want your speech to it.'”
“There 's the evidence, then,” said Beattie,--“that note with its
wavering letters, weak and uncertain as the fingers that traced
them,--show him that. Say, if you like, that _I_ read it and thought
the lad's case critical. If, after that, he wishes to talk to me on the
subject, I 'm ready to state my opinion. If the boy be like his father,
a few tender words and a little show of interest for him will be worth
all the tonics that ever were brewed.”
“It's the grandfather's nature too; but the world has never known
it,--probably never will know it,” said Haire.
“In that I agree with you,” said Beattie, dryly.
“He regards it as a sort of weakness when people discover any act of
generosity or any trait of kindliness about him; and do you know,” added
he, confidentially, “I have often thought that what the world
regarded as irritability and sharpness was nothing more nor less than
shyness,--just shyness.”
“I certainly never suspected that he was the victim of that quality.”
“No, I imagine not. A man must know him as I do to-understand it. I
remember one day, long, long ago, I went so far as to throw out a half
hint that I thought he labored under this defect; he only smiled and
said, 'You suspect me of diffidence. I am diffident,--no man more so,
sir; but it is of the good or great qualities in other men.' Was n't
that a strange reply? I never very clearly understood it,--do you?”
“I suspect I do; but here comes a message to us.”
Haire spoke a word with the servant, and then, turning: to Beattie,
said: “He wants to see me. I 'll just step in, and be back in a moment.”
Beattie promised not to leave till he returned, and strolled along
by the side of a little brook which meandered tastefully through the
greensward. He had fallen into a revery,--a curious inquiry within
himself whether it were a boon or an evil for a man to have acquired
that sort of influence over another mind which makes his every act and
word seem praiseworthy and excellent. “I wonder is the Chief the better
or the worse for this indiscriminating attachment? Does it suggest
a standard to attain to, or does it merely minister to self-love and
conceit? Which is it? which is it?” cried he, aloud, as he stood and
gazed on the rippling rivulet beside him.
“Shall I tell you?” said a low, sweet voice; and Lucy Lendrick slipped
her arm within his as she spoke,--“shall I tell you, doctor?”
“Do, by all means.”
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