“A little of both, I opine. Mind,” said she, laughing, “I have not the
vaguest notion of what you were balancing in your mind, but somehow
I suspect unmixed good or evil is very rare, and I take my stand on a
compromise. Am I right?”
“I scarcely know, but I can't submit the case to you. I have an
old-fashioned prejudice against letting young people judge their
seniors. Let us talk of something else. What shall it be?”
“I want to talk to you of Tom.”
“I have just been speaking to Haire about him. We must get him back
here, Lucy,--we really must.”
“Do you mean here, in this house, doctor?”
“Here, in this house. Come, don't shake your head, Lucy. I see the
necessity for it on grounds you know nothing of. Lady Lendrick is
surrounding your grandfather with her family, and I want Tom back here
just that the Chief should see what a thorough Lendrick he is. If your
grandfather only knew the stuff that's in him, he 'd be prouder of him
than of all his own successes.”
“No, no, no,--a thousand times no, doctor! It would never do,--believe
me, it would never do. There are things which a girl may submit to in
quiet obedience, which in a man would require subserviency. The Sewells,
too, are to be here on Saturday, and who is to say what that may bring
forth?”
“She wrote to you,” said the doctor, with a peculiar significance in his
voice.
“Yes, a strange sort of note too; I almost wish I could show it to
you,--I 'd so like to hear what you 'd say of the spirit of the writer.”
“She told me she would write,” said he again, with a more marked meaning
in his manner.
“You shall see it,” said she, resolutely; “here it is;” and she drew
forth the letter and handed it to him. For an instant she seemed as
if about to speak, but suddenly, as if changing her mind, she merely
murmured, “Read it, and tell me what you think of it.” The note ran
thus:--
“My dearest Lucy,--We are to meet to-morrow, and I hope and trust to
meet like sisters who love each other. Let me make one brief explanation
before that moment arrives. I cannot tell what rumors may have reached
you of all that has happened here. I know nothing of what people say,
nor have I the faintest idea how our life may have been represented. If
you knew me longer and better, you would know that I neither make this
ignorance matter of complaint nor regret. I have lived about long enough
to take the world at its just value, and not to make its judgments of
such importance as can impair my self-esteem and my comfort. It would,
however, have been agreeable to me to have known what you may have heard
of me--of us--as it is not impossible I might have felt the necessity to
add something,--to correct something,--perhaps to deny something. I am
now in the dark, and pray forgive me if I stumble rudely against you,
where I only meant to salute you courteously.
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