“He talked to me long in this strain, and I saw that the effects of this
blow to all his hopes had made themselves deeply felt on his chance of
recovery. It only needed a great shock to depress him to make his case
hopeless. Within two months after his daughter's arrival he was no more.
“I became Lucy's guardian. Poor Dillon gave me the entire control over
her future fortune, and left me to occupy towards her the place he had
himself held. I believe that next to her father I held the best place
in her affections,--of such affections, I mean, as are accorded to
a parent. I was her godfather, and from her earliest infancy she had
learned to love me. The reserve--it was positive coldness--with which
Dillon had always treated Sewell had caused a certain distance, for the
first time in their lives, between the father and daughter. She thought,
naturally enough, that her father was unjust; that, unaccustomed to the
new tone of manners which had grown up amongst young men,--their greater
ease, their less rigid observance of ceremonial, their more liberal
self-indulgence,--he was unfairly severe upon her lover. She was
annoyed, too, that Sewells attempts to conciliate the old man should
have turned out such complete failures. But none of these prejudices
extended to me, and she counted much on the good understanding that she
expected to find grow up between us.
“If I could have prevented the marriage, I would. I learned many things
of the man that I disliked. There is no worse sign of a man than to be
at the same time a man of pleasure and friendless. These he was,--he was
foremost in every plan of amusement and dissipation, and yet none liked
him. Vain fellows get quizzed for their vanity, and selfish men laughed
at for their selfishness, and close men for their avarice; but there
is a combination of vanity, egotism, small craftiness, and
self-preservation in certain fellows that is totally repugnant to all
companionship. Their lives are a series of petty successes, not owing
to any superior ability or greater boldness of daring, but to a studious
outlook for small opportunities. They are ever alive to know the 'right
man,' to be invited to the 'right house,' to say the 'right thing.'
Never linked with whatever is in disgrace or misfortune, they are always
found backing the winning horse, if not riding him.
“Such men as these, so long as the world goes well with them, and events
turn out fortunately, are regarded simply as sharp, shrewd fellows,
with a keen eye to their own interests. When, however, the weight of
any misfortune comes, when the time arrives that they have to bear up
against the hard pressure of life, these fellows come forth in their
true colors, swindlers and cheats.
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