“And there's nothing like it in all the world for forming a man!” cried
Fossbrooke, in a voice of triumph. “Your fair-weather fellows go through
life with half their natures unexplored. They know no more of the
interior country of their hearts than we do of Central Africa. Beyond
the fact that there is something there--something--they know nothing. A
man must have conflict, struggle, peril, to feel what stuff there 's in
him. He must be baffled, thwarted, ay, and even defeated. He must
see himself amongst other men as an unlucky dog that fellows will
not willingly associate with. He must, on poor rations and tattered
clothing, keep up a high heart,--not always an easy thing to do; and,
hardest of all, he must train himself never in all his poverty to
condescend to a meanness that when his better day comes he would have to
blush for.”
“If you weight poverty with all those fine responsibilities, I suspect
you'll break its back at once,” said Tom, laughing.
“Far from it. It is out of these self-same responsibilities that poverty
has a backbone at all;” and the old man stood bolt upright, and threw
back his head as though he were emblematizing what he had spoken of.
“Now, Tom, for business. Are you strong enough to come back here and
look after the shaft?”
“Yes, I think so. I hope so.”
“I shall probably be some weeks away. I 'll have to go over to Holt; and
I mean to run adown amongst the Cornwall fellows and show them some of
our ore. I 'll make their mouths water when they see it.”
Tom bit off the end of his cigar, but did not speak.
“I mean to make Beattie a present of ten shares in that new shaft, too.
I declare it's like a renewal of youth to me to feel I can do this sort
of thing again. I 'll have to write to your father to come back also.
Why should he live in exile while we could all be together again in
affluence and comfort?”
Tom's eyes ranged round the bare walls and the shattered windows, and he
raised his eyebrows in astonishment at the other's illusions.
“We had a stiff 'heat' before we weathered the point, that's certain,
Tom,” said the old man. “There were days when the sky looked dark
enough, and it needed all our pluck and all our resolution to push
on; but I never lost heart,--I never wavered about our certainty of
success,--did I?”
“No; that you did not. And if you had, I certainly should not have
wondered at it.”
“I 'll ask you to bear this testimony to me one of these days, and to
tell how I bore up at times that you yourself were not over hopeful.”
“Oh, that you may. I'll be honest enough to own that the sanguine humor
was a rare one with me.”
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