“And it was to give her that same satisfaction I came here,” cried he,
eagerly. “I accepted Tom's invitation on the sole pledge that I could
vindicate myself to you. I know what is laid to my charge, and I
know too how hard it will be to clear myself without appearing like
a coxcomb.” He grew crimson as he said this, and the shame that
overwhelmed him was a better advocate than all his words. “But,” added
he, “you shall think me vain, conceited,--a puppy, if you will,--but you
shall not believe me false. Will you listen to me?”
“On one condition I will,” said she, calmly.
“Name your condition. What is it?”
“My condition is this: that when I have heard you out,--heard all that
you care to tell me--if it should turn out that I am not satisfied--I
mean, if it appear to me a case in which I ought not to be
satisfied--you will pledge your word that this conversation will be our
last together.”
“But, Lucy, in what spirit will you judge me? If you can approach the
theme thus coldly, it gives me little hope that you will wish to acquit
me.”
A deep blush covered her face as she turned away her head, but made no
answer.
“Be only fair, however,” cried he, eagerly. “I ask for nothing more.” He
drew her arm within his as he spoke, and they turned towards the beach
where a little sweep of the bay lay hemmed in between lofty rocks. “Here
goes my last throw for fortune,” said Trafford, after they had strolled
along some minutes in silence. “And oh, Lucy, if you knew how I would
like to prolong these minutes before, as it may be, they are lost to me
forever! If you knew how I would like to give this day to happiness and
hope!”
She said nothing, but walked along with her head down, her face slightly
averted from him.
“I have not told you of my visit to the Priory,” said he, suddenly.
“No; how came you to go there?”
“I went to see the place where you had lived, to see the garden you had
tended, and the flowers you loved, Lucy. I took away this bit of jasmine
from a tree that overhung a little rustic seat. It may be, for aught I
know, all that may remain to me of you ere this day closes.”
“My dear little garden! I was so fond of it!” she said, concealing her
emotion as well as she could.
“I am such a coward,” said he, angrily; “I declare I grow ashamed of
myself. If any one had told me I would have skulked danger in this wise,
I 'd have scouted the idea! Take this, Lucy,” said he, giving her the
sprig of withered jasmine; “if what I shall tell you exculpate me--if
you are satisfied that I am not unworthy of your love,--you will give it
back to me; if I fail--” He could not go on, and another silence of some
seconds ensued.
“You know the compact now?” asked he, after a moment. She nodded assent.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account