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"What does it matter?" said Harry. "I’ve known her all my life. If I
look back to any time in it, she was there, though I’d never seen her.
We’ve been meeting every day, if that’s what you mean."
It was what Wilbraham had meant, and he felt discomfort at having asked
the question. It was the discomfort that must come from probing into
this situation, with the fear before him of saying something that would
smirch the bright purity of Harry’s mind. Anything that brought his
actions to the test must do that, if he came to understand what tests
were applicable to his meetings with Viola.
"Why didn’t you tell us?" seemed to be the safest thing to say, and he
said it with a half hope that the answer would give him some handle,
though without mental acknowledgment of the hope.
"Well, I felt somehow that you’d try to stop me," said the boy. "At
least mother and Granny would. I did nearly tell mother, the first time
I’d seen Viola, but something warned me not to. I’ve been glad since
that I didn’t. It has just been she and I—Viola and I. Oh, how I love
her! I’m glad _you’ve_ seen her. But you must keep it to yourself. We
haven’t much longer together. I can’t have our time spoilt."
He spoke almost with authority. With every moment Wilbraham felt some
new little emotion of change and development too quick for him to
master. Harry had been the most docile of pupils. Never once since his
first dealings with him as a young child had he had to exercise
authority against desires or inclinations of his. True, he had held the
reins lightly, and never given him a rebuke or a direction that had mood
instead of reason behind it; but it had sometimes crossed his mind that
the boy was too docile, and that his sense of responsibility and
self-mastery might be sapped if he was brought up to give unquestioning
obedience to the directions of his elders. He had mentioned this fear
to Lady Brent, and her answer to it had been of the kind that he had
received once or twice before in his consultations with her, from which
his confidence in her ultimate wisdom had been so firmly fixed. The
same doubt, it seemed, had crossed her own mind. It was to be met by
allowing Harry the fullest possible trust and freedom. If at any time he
overstepped the freedom it was not to be treated as a fault. He was to
be told why it was not advisable for him to do this or that, and the
decision left to him. Once or twice this had happened, and once he had
stuck out for his own will. It was when his nocturnal rambles had been
discovered by chance, shortly after that night upon which Grant had seen
him out in the park. Lady Brent, with calm and admirable
self-restraint, had said: "Very well, Harry. After all, I don’t know
that there’s any harm in it. If I had known of it a year ago I might
have stopped it; but now you’re old enough to do as you like in that
sort of way."
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