Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
No one observing the boy, Wilbraham had thought, could say that he was
molly-coddled into submission. Few boys of his age had such freedom
granted to them, or carried a more gallant air before the world; and the
Grants, of whom he had taken counsel, as representing the views of the
world more closely than he in his retirement could do, had supported
him.
And yet, there had been the feeling that Harry was extraordinarily easy
to manage—too amiably submissive, almost, to the guidance of his elders,
and Wilbraham himself particularly.
But now—! Wilbraham mentally shook himself. Was he receiving
instructions from Harry—and almost inclined to accept them submissively?
The little spurt to his pride took him a trifle farther than he had
wished to go. "I don’t think it’s a matter for me to decide on, apart
from your grandmother," he said.
Harry turned a surprised face on him. "No, it’s for me to decide on,"
he said. "By and by I shall tell Granny—of course. But I don’t in the
least know when it will be. There’s nothing to show yet."
The phrase struck Wilbraham oddly. Harry had used it once or twice to
him before. "One has to decide upon things with one’s brain," he said,
"and out of one’s experience—important things that may affect one’s
life. They can’t be left to impulse."
"The two go together, I suppose," said Harry, almost with indifference.
It was one of those little speeches upon which Viola would hang as
containing the quintessence of wisdom. She might not have understood
this speech, but Wilbraham did, and it affected him profoundly. Here
was that rarest of characters—one who had never played with his
impulses, to give them scope beyond the guidance of his reason. He
could trust his impulses because their springs were controlled.
"Shall we go on?" said Harry, rising.
Wilbraham rose too, slowly, after a pause of reflection, and they walked
on. Viola’s name was not mentioned again between them.
*CHAPTER XVI*
*DILEMMA*
Wilbraham walked up and down in a retired part of the garden where no
one was likely to disturb him. Sometimes, because he had walked rather
farther that afternoon already than was his custom, he sat down on a
garden seat at the end of the alley where he was. But only his body was
at rest; his mind was eagerly searching for the right course. If only
it were as straight and as easy to tread as this soft turfed walk
between the uncompromising green walls, with the evening sun flooding
the narrow space and warming even the sombre tones of the yew to some
leniency!
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