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There was the slightest little pause before Mrs. Grant replied. "Why do
you hate her? I can understand your wanting to get away sometimes; but
she always seems to me to treat you nicely; and of course she is
extremely nice to us. I should be sorry to quarrel with her in any
way."
"No doubt you would," said Mrs. Brent drily. "You’d get the rough side
of her tongue pretty quick, and you wouldn’t forget it in a hurry."
Mrs. Grant was a little shocked. This new plain-spoken Mrs. Brent was
more of a personage than the carefully behaved lady always anxious to be
making a good impression that she had hitherto appeared; but she seemed
out of the Royd picture—and all the more so if Harry and not Lady Brent
were regarded as its central figure. The suggestion of Lady Brent as a
virago was also rather startling.
"Oh, I don’t mean to say that she’d use bad language," said Mrs. Brent,
in reply to some demur. "That’s not her little way. I won’t tell you
what her little way is, but she’s always the _lady_. I’m not, you see.
That’s what’s the matter with me. I’m Lottie Lansdowne, who danced on
the stage, and never allowed to forget it, though you can tell of
yourself, since you’ve been here, that I’ve _tried_ hard enough to play
the game—for Harry’s sake, I have—and been at it for the last seventeen
years; and now I’m getting a bit sick of it."
She was in tears, and Mrs. Grant felt a strong emotion of pity towards
her. She leant forward. "My dear," she said, "I think it’s splendid
the way you sink yourself for Harry’s sake. You mustn’t give up doing
it, you know. It has paid—hasn’t it?—to have him brought up here, out
of the world, in the way that you and Lady Brent have done. He’s the
dearest boy. _I_ consider that you have had more to do with the success
of it than she has. He loves you more, for one thing; and if he sees
you living here as if you belonged to it all——"
"Oh, I know," said Mrs. Brent, drying her eyes. "I made up my mind
about that years ago, and I’m not going back on it. I suppose when he
gets older and begins to see things for himself, he’ll see that I
_don’t_ really belong. I’ve got that before me, you know. _She_ knows
it too, and of course doesn’t care. It’ll suit her. _She’ll_ come out
all right, but I shan’t. The only thing is that he does love me, and he
can’t really love her. I don’t see how anybody could. I’m glad you
said that. I love you for saying it. I can talk to you, and I’m sure
it’s a relief to talk to somebody. There’s Wilbraham, but he’s as much
up against her now as I am; we only make each other worse. You do think
it’s all right so far, don’t you? With Harry, I mean. He couldn’t be
nicer than he is, if his mother had been born a lady. Of course I
wasn’t, whatever I may pretend. I haven’t got in the way, have I? She
can’t bring that up against me."
"Oh, no! Oh, no! You mustn’t think that. You’re part of it all to
him. I said that and I meant it."
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