Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
She threw out her hands with a curious stagy gesture that was yet a
natural one, and her nostrils seemed to dilate, as if she were actually
sniffing the atmosphere she so much desired. "I’m going," she said. "I
don’t care what she says."
"I don’t see why you shouldn’t go," said Mrs. Grant. "But why should
Lady Brent object? What can she say?"
Mrs. Brent leant forward. "Couldn’t you ask her for me?" she said
coaxingly. "Tell her you think I ought to have a change. I’m young,
you know. At least I’m not old yet. It can’t be right for me to be
buried down here year after year. I shan’t get into mischief. Just a
week!"
Mrs. Grant felt intensely uncomfortable. Get into mischief! What _did_
it all mean? Lady Brent must have some reason for keeping the frivolous
pathetic little thing shut up like this? And yet she had seemed to
disclose everything; she had dropped every trace of pretence, and had
made her appeal for sympathy on the grounds of her very unsuitability to
be where she was. If she no longer cared, before this friend, to keep up
the fiction of having sprung from a superior station in life, which from
such as she was a great concession to candour, how could she wish to
keep anything back?
"You know I’m your friend," Mrs. Grant said. "I’d do anything I could
to help you, but you see how it is with us here. We shall never be
close friends with Lady Brent; I don’t think she wants it. But she’s
kind and well-disposed towards us. I couldn’t run the risk of setting
her against us, unless I were _quite_ certain that—I mean quite certain
of my ground. It wouldn’t be fair to my husband. It would make all the
difference to us here if we were not on good terms with her. Have you
told me everything? _Why_ should she think you might get into
mischief?"
She put this aside lightly. "Oh, there’s nothing in that. It’s only
what she’d say. She’d say anything. But I see I ought not to ask you.
No, it wouldn’t be fair to bring you into it. She’d have it up against
you; you’re quite right. I tell you this, Mrs. Grant; when Harry comes
of age—or before that, when he goes to Sandhurst—I’m off. No more of
this for me. I shall snap my fingers at her. But of course you’ve got
to stay here. No, I’ll tackle her myself, and see if I can’t get my own
way for once."
She sprang up. "I’ll go and do it now," she said. "No time like the
present."
She laughed, and kissed Mrs. Grant. "Good-bye, dear," she said. "It
does me good to talk to you; you’re so understanding. And it does me
good to have you here—you and your nice kind clever husband and your
_sweet_ children. Ah, if I’d had a bit of real family life with _my_
poor boy!—it might have been here or anywhere; I shouldn’t have cared
where it was—it would all have been very different. Now I’ll go and
tackle the old dragon while I’m fresh for it. Good-bye, dear; I’ll go
out through the garden."
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