Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
How beautiful he looked as he lay there, his head slightly turned on the
pillow and one arm and hand along his side on the counterpane—and how
innocent! How she loved him for that beauty and innocence! She felt it
as uplifting her from the lower plane of unrest and petulance upon which
she was apt to move. She blessed him for the calming, purifying
thoughts which he brought to her, and took comfort to herself in the
thoughts that there must be something good in herself since it was
partly owing to her influence that he was so free from evil. Yes, he
was hers; her own dear child whom she loved, and who loved her. She had
set herself aside and allowed another to direct his life and hers. Soon
he would be free from that tutelage, but not from the bonds that her
love had woven around him. She would reap her reward. Oh, it was a
blessed thing to bear children, and after long years to have them as a
prop and stay, as well as a solace. Not for many years would he leave
her, in spirit, though in body they would sometimes be parted. She must
be more to him now than she had ever been, and when the time came to
give him up to another she would not complain, since she would have had
him so perfectly for a time.
It was nearly two o’clock when Harry awoke, suddenly, and in complete
possession of himself. He might have thought that he had not slept at
all, but that the moon shining in at his window told him the hour as
plainly as if it had been called in his ear.
He sprang out of bed and began to put on his clothes, but paused for a
moment, asking himself why he was in such a hurry to do so.
As happens so often in sleep, the perplexities with which he had lain
down seemed to have resolved themselves without conscious process. He
had wanted to ask himself what had happened to him, but it seemed now as
if some romantic mist had cleared away from his brain and nothing in
particular had happened to him—nothing, at least, that needed any
careful process of self-examination. He had met a very charming and
friendly girl, and he was going to meet her again in the day that was
already moving towards dawn. That would be very agreeable, but what was
there in it to have put him into the state in which he had lived through
the evening?
But, as the thought of meeting her again with half the hours of darkness
already gone—presented itself to him, he felt again the glow of pleasure
and anticipation. Yes, he wanted to think about her, and he could think
best about her out in the open.
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