Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and ExperienceLever, Charles
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Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and Experience
Lever, Charles
Fiction
If I could have turned my thoughts from my own desolate condition, the
aspect of Paris on the morning after the battle might well have engaged
my attention. The very streets presented a scene such as never can
be forgotten! The Government had adventured on the bold experiment
of employing the masses to control the few, and the fruits of this
dangerous alliance might be seen in the various groups that passed
along. Officials wearing their badges of duty, officers in full uniform,
walked arm in arm with leaders of the popular party; men high in the
state talked familiarly in the midst of little groups of working-men;
parties of the popular force, rudely armed, ill-dressed, and disorderly,
presented arms as some officer of rank rode by. All attested the
existence of that strange compact by which the nation was again to be
subjugated, and terror made the active principle of a government. The
terrific songs of the bloody days of the Revolution were once more
heard, and the cruel denunciations of the mob again rang aloud in the
open streets! I heard and saw all these like one in a dream, as, with my
portfolio of office-papers under my arm, I held my way to the Tuileries;
nor was it till I had reached the wooden stockade in front of that
palace that I became collected enough to ask myself whither I was going,
and for what.
The machinery of government to which I belonged was annihilated and
destroyed; they who had guided and controlled it were gone; and there
I stood alone, friendless, and without a home in that vast city,
not knowing which way to turn me. I wandered into the garden of the
Tuileries, and sat down upon a bench in one of the less-frequented
alleys. The cries and shouts of the populace rung faintly in my ear, and
the noises of the city came dulled and indistinct by distance. From the
quiet habits of my simple life, I had scarcely learned anything whatever
of Paris. My acquaintances were limited to the few I had seen at the
bureau, and these I only met when there. My means were too scanty to
admit of even the cheapest pleasures; and up to this my existence had
been one uniform but contented poverty. Even this humble provision was
now withdrawn from me. What was I to do? Was there a career by which I
could earn my bread? I knew of none save daily labor with my hands; and
where to seek for even this I did not know. In my little lodging behind
the bureau I possessed a few articles of clothes and some books; these,
if sold, would support me for a week or two; and then--ay, then! But who
can tell? thought I: a day has marred,--who knows but another day may
make my fortune?
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